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4/27/15
Sissy Prom Season
Prom season is fast approaching and sissies everywhere are both fascinated and fantasizing about how much fun it would be to be the queen of the prom.
There are so many pretty dresses to choose from but among sissies, the most popular color this or any other season would be probably be pink.
Here's one that i like.
Isn't it beautiful? But more than likely, i'll continue shopping since it's so much fun!
love,
sissy terri
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There are so many pretty dresses to choose from but among sissies, the most popular color this or any other season would be probably be pink.
Here's one that i like.
Isn't it beautiful? But more than likely, i'll continue shopping since it's so much fun!
love,
sissy terri
4/25/15
Wedding Days
"Editor's note: the posts over the next week have been written and scheduled ahead of time, allowing Diane and i to enjoy a vacation with friends after today's big family event. Live posts (and cuckolding) should resume when we return. Love, terri"
My bridal fantasies are pretty well known among my readers. Most sissies have these fantasies or something pretty similar, but they're mostly focused on wearing a lovely wedding gown for awhile and feeling like a bride. For real brides so much more goes into that big day.
If they're lucky enough there's often months of planning to make everything turn out perfect, or if not, as close to perfect as possible.
When the big day comes i can just imagine the excitement that goes with it, especially when they get to put on that wedding gown before the ceremony.
A girl never looks as beautiful as she does on her wedding day.
love,
sissy terri
4/24/15
The Big Event
In recent posts i've been referring to our being busy and a big family event that was coming up. i've been a little reluctant to share specifically what it was here on the blog. My sissy sisters have known about it for awhile and they've kept their promise to keep it a secret until i had a chance to talk about it here.
i may be a sissy cuckold but my role as a father to my daughters trumps everything else. It has always come first and always will. That being said tomorrow is a very special day for Diane and i. Our daughter is getting married.
It's been more than a year in the works (i should check back because it may be even two years...lol) and the planning has been extensive and meticulous. My daughter and Diane have worked very hard to make the day special and so far everything has fallen into place.
Events like these tend to put our lives in perspective. We reflect upon the past, appreciate the present and are filled with hope for the future.
i have a short post planned for tomorrow. Pardon the brevity, but i'm going to be a little busy!
love,
sissy terri
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i may be a sissy cuckold but my role as a father to my daughters trumps everything else. It has always come first and always will. That being said tomorrow is a very special day for Diane and i. Our daughter is getting married.
It's been more than a year in the works (i should check back because it may be even two years...lol) and the planning has been extensive and meticulous. My daughter and Diane have worked very hard to make the day special and so far everything has fallen into place.
Events like these tend to put our lives in perspective. We reflect upon the past, appreciate the present and are filled with hope for the future.
i have a short post planned for tomorrow. Pardon the brevity, but i'm going to be a little busy!
love,
sissy terri
4/23/15
A Little Chastity Among Friends
With two days to go before our big family event, the house is bustling with activity. The two daughters, their friends along with out-of-town guests arriving makes for a very busy time. There's barely time for sex of any kind, never mind cuckolding.
i did get to give Diane a pedicure last night (a task that never fails to, at a minimum, at least partially satisfy this submissive's desire for servitude) and when the polish was "dry enough" move my attentions to more intimate regions of Her anatomy. i was very grateful. While Diane does enjoy my pedicures, this one was no doubt requested for my benefit, since She's having a professional one done Friday afternoon.
So today provided me with another opportunity to dip into the sissy cuckold mailbag and find one of the many unanswered questions you've asked in some of your comments.
Last Saturday i opened up my blog post with: "We're about to embark on an incredibly busy week that's to be followed by a week's vacation with some close friends." This prompted Mick Collins, follower, regular reader and fellow cuckold to ask the following:
Diane read the post and the comments and surprisingly brought up the subject last night. She's decided that i'm to remain in chastity "as much as possible throughout the vacation." The discussion was very brief. i'll be able to get out of chastity only in "obviously risky situations, and only with permission."
At the risk of sounding argumentative, i did ask Her if She could define "obviously risky" a bit better or give me an example of what She meant. Clearly not in the mood to enter into a debate with me, She simply said "A situation with a high risk of your chastity being discovered." There was a pause just long enough to see if i had anything else to say. i was mulling it over and before i had a chance to say anything else She put an end to the discussion with "And since it's a bit confusing to you don't worry about it. I'll decide when it comes off."
As you can see, one of the benefits of a Female Led Marriage is efficient time management. Very little time is wasted on decision making. My chastity status has been decided. Like the key, it will be in Diane's hands, where it belongs.
Submission to another requires some level of trust, otherwise it's not going to work. i have complete trust in Diane. Though Her dominance and/or my submission has been publicly displayed at times, it's been done in such a way that hasn't 1) offended anybody who might be around and 2) revealed anything that would be damaging to our personal or professional lives. She's never done anything that would cause me to reduce the level of trust i have in Her judgement.
Our most recent experience with this was on our last ski vacation when, on New Year's Eve, Diane decided to wear the key to my chastity device around Her neck. It was Her way of putting my chastity on display for all to see without offending anyone.
We're very close to the friends we'll be vacationing with. You could say we're best friends. They're not aware of our lifestyle but by the same token are very familiar with Diane's personality and Her assertiveness at times. i'm quite sure they don't read anything more than that into it. On the other hand, Diane's friend Linda is very much aware of our lifestyle but not sexually involved in it. Diane has a comfort level and trust with Linda that allows this.
i'm sure many submissives fantasize about being made to show devotion to their Dominants or perform some humiliating task in a public setting. But it's also one of those things that's best fantasized about and not acted upon. Much of what is fantasized would likely offend innocent bystanders.
i'm quite certain Diane has Her own dominant fantasies that She'd likely enjoy. She certainly pushes the envelope and that's one of the things that makes Her so sexy. She just never pushes it so that the contents spill out.
The shopping trips i have to make to Victoria's Secret with specific instructions from Diane and/or Paul are humiliating enough.
love,
sissy terri
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i did get to give Diane a pedicure last night (a task that never fails to, at a minimum, at least partially satisfy this submissive's desire for servitude) and when the polish was "dry enough" move my attentions to more intimate regions of Her anatomy. i was very grateful. While Diane does enjoy my pedicures, this one was no doubt requested for my benefit, since She's having a professional one done Friday afternoon.
So today provided me with another opportunity to dip into the sissy cuckold mailbag and find one of the many unanswered questions you've asked in some of your comments.
Last Saturday i opened up my blog post with: "We're about to embark on an incredibly busy week that's to be followed by a week's vacation with some close friends." This prompted Mick Collins, follower, regular reader and fellow cuckold to ask the following:
Sounds like a busy couple of weeks. Will you be caged up during that planned vacation with friends? Will they know your sad fate?i later typed a hasty (complete with typos) reply to Mick from my iPhone that my chastity status for the vacation had yet to be determined and that if i was, our friends wouldn't be told.
Diane read the post and the comments and surprisingly brought up the subject last night. She's decided that i'm to remain in chastity "as much as possible throughout the vacation." The discussion was very brief. i'll be able to get out of chastity only in "obviously risky situations, and only with permission."
At the risk of sounding argumentative, i did ask Her if She could define "obviously risky" a bit better or give me an example of what She meant. Clearly not in the mood to enter into a debate with me, She simply said "A situation with a high risk of your chastity being discovered." There was a pause just long enough to see if i had anything else to say. i was mulling it over and before i had a chance to say anything else She put an end to the discussion with "And since it's a bit confusing to you don't worry about it. I'll decide when it comes off."
As you can see, one of the benefits of a Female Led Marriage is efficient time management. Very little time is wasted on decision making. My chastity status has been decided. Like the key, it will be in Diane's hands, where it belongs.
Submission to another requires some level of trust, otherwise it's not going to work. i have complete trust in Diane. Though Her dominance and/or my submission has been publicly displayed at times, it's been done in such a way that hasn't 1) offended anybody who might be around and 2) revealed anything that would be damaging to our personal or professional lives. She's never done anything that would cause me to reduce the level of trust i have in Her judgement.
Our most recent experience with this was on our last ski vacation when, on New Year's Eve, Diane decided to wear the key to my chastity device around Her neck. It was Her way of putting my chastity on display for all to see without offending anyone.
We're very close to the friends we'll be vacationing with. You could say we're best friends. They're not aware of our lifestyle but by the same token are very familiar with Diane's personality and Her assertiveness at times. i'm quite sure they don't read anything more than that into it. On the other hand, Diane's friend Linda is very much aware of our lifestyle but not sexually involved in it. Diane has a comfort level and trust with Linda that allows this.
i'm sure many submissives fantasize about being made to show devotion to their Dominants or perform some humiliating task in a public setting. But it's also one of those things that's best fantasized about and not acted upon. Much of what is fantasized would likely offend innocent bystanders.i'm quite certain Diane has Her own dominant fantasies that She'd likely enjoy. She certainly pushes the envelope and that's one of the things that makes Her so sexy. She just never pushes it so that the contents spill out.
The shopping trips i have to make to Victoria's Secret with specific instructions from Diane and/or Paul are humiliating enough.
love,
sissy terri
4/22/15
The Sissy Cuckold Mailbag - My Period
i mentioned several posts ago that i'd been remiss in responding to questions that are posed in the comments left here. i've also been remiss in following one of Diane's "older" requirements that i respond to every single comment, whether or not it contained a question. That topic came up last night once again as a result of a question that was posed yesterday, and let to an entirely different discussion before bedtime.
In a comment to yesterday's post, No Cuckolding & No Punishment for Diane - Yet, Anonymous asked:
If you recall back in mid-January during my first real private meeting with Paul and Diane (Pondering Paul's Rules) i discovered that Diane had told Paul about the blog. Her secret revelation to him resulted in a very emotional response. i was filled with anger, shame and humiliation. It was a carefully calculated step by Diane which in the end, led to where we are today. It helped Paul gain an understanding about who we are and what made our relationship work.
There were many things that i was ashamed and embarrassed about in the blog with that revelation, none more so than my requirement to "have a period" once a month. That was a major issue and understandably caused a tremendous amount of friction and angst between Diane and i. We obviously resolved our issue but to some extent, the embarrassment remained and i never brought it up on the blog until now.
All my comments are moderated, requiring approval before posting. i only did that because of some absolutely nasty and vulgar comments that were left months and months ago which i had to delete. Once i started comment moderation, the anonymous commenter went away and hasn't attempted any return. So yesterday, i could have easily ignored the question that was posed and not posted it, but i just didn't feel right about doing that. It was a legitimate question that dealt with something i'd written about before, was still a part of our lifestyle but something i hadn't appropriately addressed.
So yes, i am still required by Diane to have my monthly period and it certainly is part of the Chastity report. It shows up once every twenty-eight days and it's highlighted in red. Paul sees it and in the three plus months i've been sending the report, has always made a comment about it. The comments are not hurtful but rather more teasing in nature.
i feel a bit better about sharing this with you. It's something that's been on my mind but i just avoided it. i've come close a few times because it did have some bearing on what i was writing about at the time but just didn't do it.
So, whoever the anonymous commenter is who left the question yesterday, thank you for prompting me to get this done. i'm glad i did it and realize i shouldn't have waited so long.
love,
sissy terri
p.s. - i have many other questions to answer and promise i'll get to as many as i can here in future posts!
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In a comment to yesterday's post, No Cuckolding & No Punishment for Diane - Yet, Anonymous asked:
terri, speaking of schedules, I was wondering if you still are required by Diane to have your monthly 'period', where you have to use tampons and or pads? Is that included on your calender also, for Paul to see?The short answer to the question is "yes" and i suppose i could leave it at that. However that would only lead to more questions. It would be the easy way out. So let me give you a more complete answer and the reasons for not having brought it up before.
If you recall back in mid-January during my first real private meeting with Paul and Diane (Pondering Paul's Rules) i discovered that Diane had told Paul about the blog. Her secret revelation to him resulted in a very emotional response. i was filled with anger, shame and humiliation. It was a carefully calculated step by Diane which in the end, led to where we are today. It helped Paul gain an understanding about who we are and what made our relationship work.
There were many things that i was ashamed and embarrassed about in the blog with that revelation, none more so than my requirement to "have a period" once a month. That was a major issue and understandably caused a tremendous amount of friction and angst between Diane and i. We obviously resolved our issue but to some extent, the embarrassment remained and i never brought it up on the blog until now.
All my comments are moderated, requiring approval before posting. i only did that because of some absolutely nasty and vulgar comments that were left months and months ago which i had to delete. Once i started comment moderation, the anonymous commenter went away and hasn't attempted any return. So yesterday, i could have easily ignored the question that was posed and not posted it, but i just didn't feel right about doing that. It was a legitimate question that dealt with something i'd written about before, was still a part of our lifestyle but something i hadn't appropriately addressed.
So yes, i am still required by Diane to have my monthly period and it certainly is part of the Chastity report. It shows up once every twenty-eight days and it's highlighted in red. Paul sees it and in the three plus months i've been sending the report, has always made a comment about it. The comments are not hurtful but rather more teasing in nature. i feel a bit better about sharing this with you. It's something that's been on my mind but i just avoided it. i've come close a few times because it did have some bearing on what i was writing about at the time but just didn't do it.
So, whoever the anonymous commenter is who left the question yesterday, thank you for prompting me to get this done. i'm glad i did it and realize i shouldn't have waited so long.
love,
sissy terri
p.s. - i have many other questions to answer and promise i'll get to as many as i can here in future posts!
4/21/15
No Cuckolding & No Punishement for Diane....Yet
i had to make my first ever revision to the "Cuckold Calendar" yesterday and it was quite a disappointing one for both Diane and Paul. Their mostly regular Wednesday afternoon tryst was moved to late Monday afternoon to accommodate Diane's personal schedule for the next two weeks. i mentioned we have an important family event going on later this week that's to be followed by a week's vacation with friends, so there was an effort to hook up with Paul before all that started. i suppose it just wasn't meant to be.
Skipping a planned meeting isn't always a big deal, but when the next one is more than two weeks away it does tend to get Diane a little bummed out. And based upon Paul's note back to me after this morning's Chastity Report, he feels the same way. He also wrote the following:
love,
sissy terri
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Skipping a planned meeting isn't always a big deal, but when the next one is more than two weeks away it does tend to get Diane a little bummed out. And based upon Paul's note back to me after this morning's Chastity Report, he feels the same way. He also wrote the following:
"....and Diane's punishment for cumming without permission will be one of the first items on my sexual agenda when you two return. It's a punishment that's also gathering interest, one that I'll allow you to both see and hear very well. I cant wait."Though Diane didn't see Paul yesterday She's "working late" tonight and he plans to stop by Her office before they both head home. No doubt there will be more than just "heavy petting" going on. i'm hoping that at least She'll come home wanting a little more. More of what a sissy cuckold like me has to offer. Admittedly it's not the same as what a real man has to offer. But Diane doesn't seem to mind taking advantage of it. The fact that She does pleases me also.
love,
sissy terri
4/20/15
For my Listening and Viewing Pleasure
"Of course she's locked" Diane told Paul.
That's how their phone sex session began on Saturday afternoon, Diane affirming my chastity status with Paul while i knelt at the side of the bed kissing the soles of Her feet.
But first, a little about Diane's posting and our trip to Victoria's Secret....
That Diane's posted here yesterday took me completely by surprise and so did the posts content. We hadn't discussed either subject until moments before She sat down to post yesterday morning. i don't think it was a spur of the moment decision on Her part. She plans Her surprises, and is patient enough to keep them a secret until She springs it on me!
Saturday's planned shopping excursion was postponed to yesterday. Diane didn't want to feel rushed in order to get back home for Her phone sex date with Paul. It was a good decision. We were able to take our time shopping on Sunday and hit a few other stores together. The lingerie we bought at Victoria's Secret with my gift card included items for the both of us. None of it has been worn yet. It's being saved for "a special occasion." Diane has far more patience than i do.
Shopping together at VS was fun though i was a bit self conscious throughout. Diane went about it so casually that it made me a bit nervous. She did nothing out of the ordinary that would draw attention to us, but at the same time She didn't suppress Her voice or avoid doing certain things that would lead someone to believe the lingerie we were buying wasn't just for Her.
But i suppose the biggest giveaways were the fact that the matching lingerie we purchased was in two different sizes and colors and that i paid for it with my own gift card that i had to retrieve from my wallet. Diane made contact with the sales lady and just smiled. Naturally i carried the pink VS bag throughout the mall, even at the sporting goods store where i bought some Pro V1 golf balls that were on sale. Fortunately they don't come in pink!
But on Saturday, my humiliation was very different; far more private, intimate, creative and loving....
"she's sucking on my toes" Diane told Paul, "and licking the soles of my feet."
Diane didn't put Paul on speaker. i really couldn't make out what he was saying. i could hear very few words and his part of the conversation was left to my vivid imagination. But based upon Diane's actions and reactions to his words, it was easy to discern what he was telling Her.
Diane was laying across the bed on her stomach, her feet dangling in front of my face so that i could pay homage to Her feet. i then heard Her say "Yes sir" and immediately after She began sucking Her thumb. She wasn't sucking it like a baby but rather, making the same types of sounds i've heard before when She sucks Paul's cock. There were some moans, more "yes sir's" and the like until She suddenly withdrew Her feet from the edge of the bed, and got in a doggy style position with Her ass pointed upwards.
There was another "Yes sir" then She spread Her legs, reached between them with Her free hand and began rubbing Her clitoris. i stayed kneeling at the side of the bed suddenly removed from but yet so close to the action. i didn't stay that way for long.
"Lick my ass" Diane told me, an obvious order from Paul as She continued to play with Herself. Closer now, i could hear a bit more of what Paul was telling Her. More than once he told Diane not to cum but rather to continue sucking His cock. She appeared and sounded to be doing Her best to replicate the sounds She'd make when taking His cock. As i buried my tongue in Her bottom, the sounds were realistic in my opinion and very arousing.
i could sense that Diane was close to cumming despite Paul's admonitions and warnings not to. Eventually, She couldn't help it and climaxed. Her ass bucked back and forth and up and down before She collapsed flat on the bed. i fell with Her and continued licking.
She apologized to Paul for cumming too soon. i heard him say something about Her being punished. She giggled and seemed an all-too-willing subject for such punishment.
Reflecting on the short session i did have some disappointment since i wasn't allowed to worship Diane like i normally do. But the more i thought about it i believe my actions still played an important role in Her pleasure. Paul's words and tone of voice, Diane's own manipulation of Her privates and my oral devotion to Her beautiful bottom may not have each equally contributed Her orgasm. There was little doubt however that She enjoyed the combination.
As for me, even though i didn't hear everything i loved what i heard. And the sights were absolutely stunning.
love,
sissy terri
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That's how their phone sex session began on Saturday afternoon, Diane affirming my chastity status with Paul while i knelt at the side of the bed kissing the soles of Her feet.
But first, a little about Diane's posting and our trip to Victoria's Secret....
That Diane's posted here yesterday took me completely by surprise and so did the posts content. We hadn't discussed either subject until moments before She sat down to post yesterday morning. i don't think it was a spur of the moment decision on Her part. She plans Her surprises, and is patient enough to keep them a secret until She springs it on me!
Saturday's planned shopping excursion was postponed to yesterday. Diane didn't want to feel rushed in order to get back home for Her phone sex date with Paul. It was a good decision. We were able to take our time shopping on Sunday and hit a few other stores together. The lingerie we bought at Victoria's Secret with my gift card included items for the both of us. None of it has been worn yet. It's being saved for "a special occasion." Diane has far more patience than i do.
Shopping together at VS was fun though i was a bit self conscious throughout. Diane went about it so casually that it made me a bit nervous. She did nothing out of the ordinary that would draw attention to us, but at the same time She didn't suppress Her voice or avoid doing certain things that would lead someone to believe the lingerie we were buying wasn't just for Her.
But i suppose the biggest giveaways were the fact that the matching lingerie we purchased was in two different sizes and colors and that i paid for it with my own gift card that i had to retrieve from my wallet. Diane made contact with the sales lady and just smiled. Naturally i carried the pink VS bag throughout the mall, even at the sporting goods store where i bought some Pro V1 golf balls that were on sale. Fortunately they don't come in pink!
But on Saturday, my humiliation was very different; far more private, intimate, creative and loving....
"she's sucking on my toes" Diane told Paul, "and licking the soles of my feet."
Diane didn't put Paul on speaker. i really couldn't make out what he was saying. i could hear very few words and his part of the conversation was left to my vivid imagination. But based upon Diane's actions and reactions to his words, it was easy to discern what he was telling Her.
Diane was laying across the bed on her stomach, her feet dangling in front of my face so that i could pay homage to Her feet. i then heard Her say "Yes sir" and immediately after She began sucking Her thumb. She wasn't sucking it like a baby but rather, making the same types of sounds i've heard before when She sucks Paul's cock. There were some moans, more "yes sir's" and the like until She suddenly withdrew Her feet from the edge of the bed, and got in a doggy style position with Her ass pointed upwards.
There was another "Yes sir" then She spread Her legs, reached between them with Her free hand and began rubbing Her clitoris. i stayed kneeling at the side of the bed suddenly removed from but yet so close to the action. i didn't stay that way for long.
"Lick my ass" Diane told me, an obvious order from Paul as She continued to play with Herself. Closer now, i could hear a bit more of what Paul was telling Her. More than once he told Diane not to cum but rather to continue sucking His cock. She appeared and sounded to be doing Her best to replicate the sounds She'd make when taking His cock. As i buried my tongue in Her bottom, the sounds were realistic in my opinion and very arousing.
i could sense that Diane was close to cumming despite Paul's admonitions and warnings not to. Eventually, She couldn't help it and climaxed. Her ass bucked back and forth and up and down before She collapsed flat on the bed. i fell with Her and continued licking.
She apologized to Paul for cumming too soon. i heard him say something about Her being punished. She giggled and seemed an all-too-willing subject for such punishment.
Reflecting on the short session i did have some disappointment since i wasn't allowed to worship Diane like i normally do. But the more i thought about it i believe my actions still played an important role in Her pleasure. Paul's words and tone of voice, Diane's own manipulation of Her privates and my oral devotion to Her beautiful bottom may not have each equally contributed Her orgasm. There was little doubt however that She enjoyed the combination.
As for me, even though i didn't hear everything i loved what i heard. And the sights were absolutely stunning.
love,
sissy terri
4/19/15
Sissy terri's Day Off - Holidays and Infidelity
I forbade terri from posting today and told her it was MY turn! I wanted to share something interesting/bizarre with you on the subject of cuckolding....
The email came from "Member Relations." Had the sender been "Ashley Madison" like the hundreds (maybe a thousand by now) of others I've received from them, I probably would have ignored it. That's mostly what I've done since I started seeing Paul.
Every few weeks I do take a peek at the notes from guys who have contacted me and some do provide a few chuckles. I remain amazed at the number of guys who are looking to hook up with a married women who have no clue what cuckolding is. I mean really?
But an email from Member Relations? Had my account be hacked? Did they find Mr. Right for me? My curiosity got the best of me.
Read it for yourself...
Hi Diane,
The New York Post is interested in speaking with a female AshleyMadison.com member for a feature article they are writing on how major holidays, like Mother's Day, can often play a role in infidelity.
The Post is interested in speaking with a female member who decided to join AshleyMadison.com immediately following a past Mother's Day, and who would be willing to share her story about how Mother's Day prompted her decision, and her experience using the website.
The Post has guaranteed anonymity for the member, and the interview will take place by phone at a time of your convenience.
If interested, please let us know the following:
a) The name you'd like to be referred to by
b) Your availabilities to do a 30 minute phone interview before or on April 24, 2015
c) A little about your story, including how/why Mother's Day played a part in your decision to join AshleyMadison.com
Thank you,
Jane
Member Relations
AshleyMadison.com
You're kidding me right? How Mother's Day prompted my decision to take on another lover and cuckold my submissive? Is that a stretch or is it just me?
I don't read The New York Post, but I might make an exception just this once.
Would be interested in comments from Doms, subs, cuckolds, bulls....anyone really!
Diane
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The email came from "Member Relations." Had the sender been "Ashley Madison" like the hundreds (maybe a thousand by now) of others I've received from them, I probably would have ignored it. That's mostly what I've done since I started seeing Paul.
Every few weeks I do take a peek at the notes from guys who have contacted me and some do provide a few chuckles. I remain amazed at the number of guys who are looking to hook up with a married women who have no clue what cuckolding is. I mean really?
But an email from Member Relations? Had my account be hacked? Did they find Mr. Right for me? My curiosity got the best of me.
Read it for yourself...
Hi Diane,
The New York Post is interested in speaking with a female AshleyMadison.com member for a feature article they are writing on how major holidays, like Mother's Day, can often play a role in infidelity.
The Post is interested in speaking with a female member who decided to join AshleyMadison.com immediately following a past Mother's Day, and who would be willing to share her story about how Mother's Day prompted her decision, and her experience using the website.
The Post has guaranteed anonymity for the member, and the interview will take place by phone at a time of your convenience.
If interested, please let us know the following:
a) The name you'd like to be referred to by
b) Your availabilities to do a 30 minute phone interview before or on April 24, 2015
c) A little about your story, including how/why Mother's Day played a part in your decision to join AshleyMadison.com
Thank you,
Jane
Member Relations
AshleyMadison.com
You're kidding me right? How Mother's Day prompted my decision to take on another lover and cuckold my submissive? Is that a stretch or is it just me?
I don't read The New York Post, but I might make an exception just this once.
Would be interested in comments from Doms, subs, cuckolds, bulls....anyone really!
Diane
4/18/15
Sissy Cuckold Promises
We're about to embark on an incredibly busy week that's to be followed by a week's vacation with some close friends. That means that this weekend, other than a couple of usual commitments, is going to keep me pretty busy with domestic chores.
One "commitment" is another Saturday afternoon "phone date" for Diane and Paul. Last Saturday's date was quite pleasant for the two of them. i on the other hand received a well-deserved punishment from Diane and Her crop, sort of a sexual "appetizer" for Diane before the real fun began. Once it started, i knelt in the corner with Diane's panties over my head while they frolicked over the phone.
Today Diane's promised me that if i get my sissy chores done in time She'll 1) take me to Victoria's Secret for some shopping and 2) allow me a more active role while She indulges in some kinky conversation with Paul.
i'm ahead of schedule with my housework so i've taken a few minutes to post something here.
But i'm not so far ahead that i can afford to waste much time, hence the brevity of this post :)
love,
sissy terri
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One "commitment" is another Saturday afternoon "phone date" for Diane and Paul. Last Saturday's date was quite pleasant for the two of them. i on the other hand received a well-deserved punishment from Diane and Her crop, sort of a sexual "appetizer" for Diane before the real fun began. Once it started, i knelt in the corner with Diane's panties over my head while they frolicked over the phone.
Today Diane's promised me that if i get my sissy chores done in time She'll 1) take me to Victoria's Secret for some shopping and 2) allow me a more active role while She indulges in some kinky conversation with Paul.
i'm ahead of schedule with my housework so i've taken a few minutes to post something here.
But i'm not so far ahead that i can afford to waste much time, hence the brevity of this post :)
love,
sissy terri
4/17/15
Sissy Lust
i had one of those increasingly rare "male moments" this morning, the ones where i get the sudden urge to have sex with Diane the way a normal man would. Fortunately i kept the feeling to myself (until now), strained the confines of my chastity device and finished by acting upon it like a good submissive sissy cuckold wife.
It was a very brief incident, lasting no more than a minute at most. But it's been stuck on my mind all morning, a testament to how powerful everyday routine and even innocuous moments can be.
i was out of bed first this morning, rising to the alarm on Diane's side of the bed which She immediately put on "snooze" after it first went off. It's Her alarm and is set for the time She wants to get up, but it also serves as notification to me to get my butt out of bed and start the coffee. That's what I did and climbed back into bed a few minutes later.
Diane usually goes through 2 and sometimes 3 "snoozes" but today She was up after the second one and headed into the bathroom to take a shower. i stayed in bed just a few more minutes and went down the stairs to bring Her a hot cup of coffee just the way She likes it (first cup of the day with just a splash of skim milk, every other cup just black). i set the cup on the vanity just as She was turning the shower off and went back into the bedroom to start making the bed.
When i returned to the bathroom, Diane had toweled off and was wearing just a white bra and a pair of white panties. Her hair was up in a white towel. That's when the "male moment" hit me. She looked so sexy i wanted to fuck her right then and there. The urge was sudden and powerful. The lust to take Her in my arms, slide into Her and explode couldn't have been greater.
These randy and naughty feelings took place as i stood there wearing a pink babydoll, pink slippers and caged. It was then that my submissive instincts took over. i moved behind Her, kissed Her on the neck, told Her how beautiful She looked, dropped to my knees and kissed Her beautiful bottom.
"Well thank you" She said in a very pleasing and happy voice as I continued to kiss Her. "Maybe tonight you can get a little treat" She added just as i moved away.
A treat would be nice indeed. i've only been allowed one orgasm in April (the same number i was allowed in March) and that may be the reason i had the "manly urge" this morning. Another orgasm would be a treat. We're going out to dinner with some friends tonight so if the treat is going to happen it's going to be a late one. We'll see.
On the other hand as Paul mentioned when he was here Tuesday, Diane's had plenty of orgasms this month. The Chasity Report is loaded with green with one lonely pink square for contrast.
Orgasm equality isn't one of the goals in a Female Led Marriage.
love,
sissy terri
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It was a very brief incident, lasting no more than a minute at most. But it's been stuck on my mind all morning, a testament to how powerful everyday routine and even innocuous moments can be.
i was out of bed first this morning, rising to the alarm on Diane's side of the bed which She immediately put on "snooze" after it first went off. It's Her alarm and is set for the time She wants to get up, but it also serves as notification to me to get my butt out of bed and start the coffee. That's what I did and climbed back into bed a few minutes later.
Diane usually goes through 2 and sometimes 3 "snoozes" but today She was up after the second one and headed into the bathroom to take a shower. i stayed in bed just a few more minutes and went down the stairs to bring Her a hot cup of coffee just the way She likes it (first cup of the day with just a splash of skim milk, every other cup just black). i set the cup on the vanity just as She was turning the shower off and went back into the bedroom to start making the bed.
When i returned to the bathroom, Diane had toweled off and was wearing just a white bra and a pair of white panties. Her hair was up in a white towel. That's when the "male moment" hit me. She looked so sexy i wanted to fuck her right then and there. The urge was sudden and powerful. The lust to take Her in my arms, slide into Her and explode couldn't have been greater.These randy and naughty feelings took place as i stood there wearing a pink babydoll, pink slippers and caged. It was then that my submissive instincts took over. i moved behind Her, kissed Her on the neck, told Her how beautiful She looked, dropped to my knees and kissed Her beautiful bottom.
"Well thank you" She said in a very pleasing and happy voice as I continued to kiss Her. "Maybe tonight you can get a little treat" She added just as i moved away.
A treat would be nice indeed. i've only been allowed one orgasm in April (the same number i was allowed in March) and that may be the reason i had the "manly urge" this morning. Another orgasm would be a treat. We're going out to dinner with some friends tonight so if the treat is going to happen it's going to be a late one. We'll see.
On the other hand as Paul mentioned when he was here Tuesday, Diane's had plenty of orgasms this month. The Chasity Report is loaded with green with one lonely pink square for contrast.
Orgasm equality isn't one of the goals in a Female Led Marriage.
love,
sissy terri
4/16/15
Dinner for Three - Wife, Lover and Cuckold
The conversation at dinner last night between Diane, Paul and i was very pleasant, lighthearted and enjoyable. Fortunately, the topic of whether or not the chicken kabobs i prepared had any phallic type resemblance never came up. i never really thought it would but Mick, one of our loyal followers and frequent commenter seemed to think it might. See his comment in yesterday's post.
i suppose more than 90 minutes of high octane sex will take the kinky edge of any conversation and let participants enjoy the mellow feeling that usually follows while enjoying a good meal. Both Diane and Paul enjoyed the kabobs with their compliments dealing strictly with the chicken's taste as opposed to any sexually suggestive characteristics they might have.
It was a very relaxed atmosphere throughout. We finished a bottle of wine and started on a second and the conversation flowed rather easily. There was no reference to the sex Diane and Paul had just had but it was evident that the two of them were freshly showered when they came down for dinner. Diane looked incredibly sexy. Her hair was still wet and sensually disheveled a bit. She wore a white blouse that had the top three or four buttons undone, no bra, some pink shorts and white sandals.
i tried not to show my disappointment that Diane had showered after the sex with Paul. Likely washed away in the shower were the remnants of that sex which She knows i enjoy so much. She later admitted that She sensed and even shared my disappointment, but the sex while showering with Paul was worth it for Her.
After opening and pouring the wine i served dinner then removed my apron and joined them. There seemed to be no expectation that i remain there strictly as a servant. It wasn't that type of scene. Again, any heightened sexual edge had been satisfied before dinner.
However, sex wasn't totally absent from the dinner conversation. Diane injected a bit of kink when she commented on how i was "putting up some pretty impressive chastity numbers this month." Paul agreed then momentarily surprised both of us when he said "I know. Everyday I read the report it makes me a little jealous."
"Jealous? Do we have to order another chastity cage?" She asked. There was a bit of laughter all the around before Paul explained.
"No. It's all the fun you've been having that makes me jealous. All your orgasms when I'm not around" Paul said in reference to the days marked in green that represent Diane's orgasmic days.
"All you have to do is come around more often" Diane said. "i'll let you watch. terri won't mind."
"Sounds like a plan for next week" Paul laughed.
i immediately thought of their next encounter and how i might be called upon to please Diane while Paul watched. Would it be before, during or after they had their own sex? All of the possibilities are good ones and i'm looking forward to it.
love,
sissy terri
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i suppose more than 90 minutes of high octane sex will take the kinky edge of any conversation and let participants enjoy the mellow feeling that usually follows while enjoying a good meal. Both Diane and Paul enjoyed the kabobs with their compliments dealing strictly with the chicken's taste as opposed to any sexually suggestive characteristics they might have.
It was a very relaxed atmosphere throughout. We finished a bottle of wine and started on a second and the conversation flowed rather easily. There was no reference to the sex Diane and Paul had just had but it was evident that the two of them were freshly showered when they came down for dinner. Diane looked incredibly sexy. Her hair was still wet and sensually disheveled a bit. She wore a white blouse that had the top three or four buttons undone, no bra, some pink shorts and white sandals.
i tried not to show my disappointment that Diane had showered after the sex with Paul. Likely washed away in the shower were the remnants of that sex which She knows i enjoy so much. She later admitted that She sensed and even shared my disappointment, but the sex while showering with Paul was worth it for Her.
After opening and pouring the wine i served dinner then removed my apron and joined them. There seemed to be no expectation that i remain there strictly as a servant. It wasn't that type of scene. Again, any heightened sexual edge had been satisfied before dinner.
However, sex wasn't totally absent from the dinner conversation. Diane injected a bit of kink when she commented on how i was "putting up some pretty impressive chastity numbers this month." Paul agreed then momentarily surprised both of us when he said "I know. Everyday I read the report it makes me a little jealous."
"Jealous? Do we have to order another chastity cage?" She asked. There was a bit of laughter all the around before Paul explained.
"No. It's all the fun you've been having that makes me jealous. All your orgasms when I'm not around" Paul said in reference to the days marked in green that represent Diane's orgasmic days.
"All you have to do is come around more often" Diane said. "i'll let you watch. terri won't mind."
"Sounds like a plan for next week" Paul laughed.
i immediately thought of their next encounter and how i might be called upon to please Diane while Paul watched. Would it be before, during or after they had their own sex? All of the possibilities are good ones and i'm looking forward to it.
love,
sissy terri
4/15/15
Guess Who's Coming to Dinner?
And i could also say "guess who's going to cum?" i know, that's pretty crass and naughty.
i had my first opportunity to make not just one, but two appointments for Paul on "The Cuckold Calendar" Diane wants me to manage. The first appointment was for a late afternoon date here today for the two of them, followed by an early evening dinner before Paul leaves.
Of course in situations like this there are always some sort of time constraints so while Paul and Diane are cavorting up in the master bedroom, the dutiful cuckold will be preparing dinner. There's probably not going to be enough time to include me in any of today's sexual activity (that may have to wait until later if Diane requires any follow-up servicing) after dinner. My time is better spent preparing dinner for the three of us. i'm sure they will have worked up an appetite.
i've just returned from the grocery store with the provisions i'll need to prepare a Mediterranean rice salad, grilled vegetables and some chicken kabobs. As made my way through the produce section, i glanced around and noticed what appeared to be a few other housewives doing the same thing i was
doing. i just happened to be the only male there at the time and certainly wouldn't have appeared unusual to them, but the experience was just one other little thing that i have to do that makes me feel more submissive.
The second appointment is for early next week since Diane is not available on Wednesday. Right now Paul is on Diane's calendar for Tuesday evening which may present itself for another opportunity for me to serve dinner.
As is the rule, i will be dressed feminine while Paul is here and will also be out on the patio in my apron manning the grill. Real men often wear one of those grilling aprons, the one's that make sure
to highlight their masculinity and machismo and turn the domesticity of cooking into a manly task.
i won't be wearing anything like that today. i have plenty of others to choose from, all either pink, flowery or ruffly and all unmistakably feminine. The manly one's just aren't me.
Besides, i wouldn't be allowed to wear one even if i wanted to.
love,
sissy terri
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i had my first opportunity to make not just one, but two appointments for Paul on "The Cuckold Calendar" Diane wants me to manage. The first appointment was for a late afternoon date here today for the two of them, followed by an early evening dinner before Paul leaves.
Of course in situations like this there are always some sort of time constraints so while Paul and Diane are cavorting up in the master bedroom, the dutiful cuckold will be preparing dinner. There's probably not going to be enough time to include me in any of today's sexual activity (that may have to wait until later if Diane requires any follow-up servicing) after dinner. My time is better spent preparing dinner for the three of us. i'm sure they will have worked up an appetite.
i've just returned from the grocery store with the provisions i'll need to prepare a Mediterranean rice salad, grilled vegetables and some chicken kabobs. As made my way through the produce section, i glanced around and noticed what appeared to be a few other housewives doing the same thing i was doing. i just happened to be the only male there at the time and certainly wouldn't have appeared unusual to them, but the experience was just one other little thing that i have to do that makes me feel more submissive.
The second appointment is for early next week since Diane is not available on Wednesday. Right now Paul is on Diane's calendar for Tuesday evening which may present itself for another opportunity for me to serve dinner.
As is the rule, i will be dressed feminine while Paul is here and will also be out on the patio in my apron manning the grill. Real men often wear one of those grilling aprons, the one's that make sure to highlight their masculinity and machismo and turn the domesticity of cooking into a manly task.
i won't be wearing anything like that today. i have plenty of others to choose from, all either pink, flowery or ruffly and all unmistakably feminine. The manly one's just aren't me.
Besides, i wouldn't be allowed to wear one even if i wanted to.
love,
sissy terri
4/14/15
The Cuckold Calendar
During the best of times, Diane's calendar is pretty full and so is Paul's. It's the nature of their jobs and their profession. i used to be just as busy but now that i'm semi-retired and a sissy wife, my calendar isn't quite as full as theirs. Diane's schedule being what it is and the responsibilities i have for taking care of everything on the domestic front, reinforces my role as Her "wife."
Of course by maintaining Her sexual relationship with Paul, She reinforces my role as Her submissive cuckold. Both things go hand in hand and so far seem to have worked pretty well for us.
Keeping an affair of this type going and making sure it doesn't lose it's excitement can be a challenge. Diane's lucky in the sense that She and Paul have been able to play here at our home on a pretty regular basis, carving out some time on late Wednesday afternoons. Our home provides a nice, safe and clean place that just so happens to have a sissy cuckold husband at their disposal if that's what they want.
There are times however where making the Wednesday afternoon work can be a challenge for either or both of them, often requiring constant communication between the two which takes up way too much time for two such busy people. The problem has surfaced more so this week than usual because of some commitments Diane and i have over the next two to three weeks. But of course, Diane always comes up with a solution to problems or at worse, a work-around.
Diane's given me total access to Her online calendar. She can be quite the techie and uses Her iPhone all the time to manage Her calendar and other things. Since She feels She has nothing to hide from me, why not use my skills to help manage Her calendar. Now, when trying to find a time to see Diane and schedule a "date" with Her, Paul won't have to call Her office or even reach Her on Her cell phone. He can simply call the cuckold.
Now it appears to me that the easiest way for this to work is for Paul and Diane to communicate directly with each other. i've already lost that argument. Diane's already made the decision. i'm going to manage "the cuckold calendar" among other things. That's the name Diane's given it.
When their regular Wednesday afternoon rendezvous doesn't work, it will be my job to find a time where Paul can make love to my wife. If you look at it that way, "cuckold calendar" isn't a bad name for what i'll be managing.
First the Chastity Report and now the Cuckold Calendar.
The first can be quite frustrating. The second? Let's just say it adds a tiny tinge of humiliation to the whole thing.
love,
sissy terri
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Of course by maintaining Her sexual relationship with Paul, She reinforces my role as Her submissive cuckold. Both things go hand in hand and so far seem to have worked pretty well for us.
Keeping an affair of this type going and making sure it doesn't lose it's excitement can be a challenge. Diane's lucky in the sense that She and Paul have been able to play here at our home on a pretty regular basis, carving out some time on late Wednesday afternoons. Our home provides a nice, safe and clean place that just so happens to have a sissy cuckold husband at their disposal if that's what they want.
There are times however where making the Wednesday afternoon work can be a challenge for either or both of them, often requiring constant communication between the two which takes up way too much time for two such busy people. The problem has surfaced more so this week than usual because of some commitments Diane and i have over the next two to three weeks. But of course, Diane always comes up with a solution to problems or at worse, a work-around.
Diane's given me total access to Her online calendar. She can be quite the techie and uses Her iPhone all the time to manage Her calendar and other things. Since She feels She has nothing to hide from me, why not use my skills to help manage Her calendar. Now, when trying to find a time to see Diane and schedule a "date" with Her, Paul won't have to call Her office or even reach Her on Her cell phone. He can simply call the cuckold.
Now it appears to me that the easiest way for this to work is for Paul and Diane to communicate directly with each other. i've already lost that argument. Diane's already made the decision. i'm going to manage "the cuckold calendar" among other things. That's the name Diane's given it.
When their regular Wednesday afternoon rendezvous doesn't work, it will be my job to find a time where Paul can make love to my wife. If you look at it that way, "cuckold calendar" isn't a bad name for what i'll be managing.
First the Chastity Report and now the Cuckold Calendar.
The first can be quite frustrating. The second? Let's just say it adds a tiny tinge of humiliation to the whole thing.
love,
sissy terri
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