O/our Nighties

i've been quite busy this week but fortunately not so busy that i can't be here this afternoon when Paul and Diane arrive.  i've followed yesterday's instructions and selected a sexy nighty for Diane to wear and a pair of babydolls for myself.

Diane's nighty isn't the sexiest but it's one of Her favorite colors and one that She hinted at strongly this morning as being a preference.  It's one that i bought for Her years ago, made of lovely satin and a deep red.  She's always loved it.  That just adds to the excitement, eroticism and humiliation now that she'll be wearing it for Paul.

my own selection is a cute pink babydoll with a lace bodice and a flouncy and flared bottom.  It comes with a cute little G-string style panty which, when covering my chastity device will serve absolutely no purpose at all.  Just another tinge of humiliation there.

The two nighties are laid out on the bed and just waiting to be put to use.  Good use i hope, still wondering what my role will be this afternoon. 

After yesterday's post i got a lovely email from a longtime online friend i've mentioned before.  i call him "Big Dave" and well....he's a real man who i've always had a "sissy crush" on.  He teases me as good as, or better than anyone i know, with the exception of Diane of course.  Big Dave is sexy, dominant, romantic, ruggedly handsome and well....well....big.  You know, well hung.

Every time Big Dave writes to me, he sends my sissy head swooning with his sexy little notes.  Yesterday was no different.  Big Dave really enjoyed the lavender babydoll i posted, but had some sissy suggestions for me....

Sweet sissy 

That lavender nightie is darling.  Hope you have some matching waist high panties to match.  I'm not a fan of tiny panties on sissies.  That nightie cries out for some high waisted 60s style sleeping panties, bubble panties? Love the look of a tiny tucked sissy way down in her panties.  Really don't have any reason to work the front of those panties down anyway, do we sissy?

Might have to have you work with a seamstress to get it right... Take the nightie with you so they match.  

Kiss

Big Dave

 See what i mean?

Wish me luck this afternoon.  i want to be a good sissy cuckold.  

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Cuckold Day Arrives

No surprise that i didn't sleep very well last night, though most of my sleeplessness was caused by the discomfort of an erection within the cramped confines of my CB-3000 rather than my anxiety about my big "cuckold day" today.  Sure i did have a bit of hard time falling asleep, but it was the erection that woke me up shortly after 3 AM that was most to blame. 

Though i usually don't remember any erotic dreams that might cause my arousal, or if i do it's very vague, this morning when i awoke i was thinking (fantasizing?) about Big Dave, a man who i've been corresponding with and on whom i've developed quite a crush.  A few days ago Dave wrote to me about how jealous he was of Paul.  Dave also wrote this little gem, which naturally stirred my emotions when i read it, and last night became part of my dream....

"Sometimes when I make love with my partner, I think of you in frillies watching me as I service your wife like a real man. I'll spread my legs a bit wider and invite you to lap my heavy balls as I drive in deep to your wife. Might as well be greedy while I'm fantasizing, right?"

Pornographic?  Maybe a bit.  But it certainly hit the bulls eye when it comes to a sissy cuckold's emotions!

Diane didn't seem to have a problem sleeping, though She was in a bit of a testy and Dominant mood this morning.  It was more of a sense i felt rather than anything specific and it didn't take long to soften.  Dressed in some just a lacy black bra and matching panty as She started to apply Her makeup, She invited me to kneel behind Her and kiss Her beautiful bottom softly.  It's something She likes to do sometimes, mostly on those days She's going to see Paul.  It's also a popular photo op you'll find often on cuckold blogs.  Today, it had more significance for both of us.

i was also given a few instructions before She went to work.  i was told to take down the bed before i left to meet my old friend for lunch, just in case She and Paul got her before i was back.  The next instruction was a bit of a surprise - "Take the riding crop out and lay it on the bed after you've taken it down."  When i asked Her if this was Her's or Paul's instruction all i got was a devious grin and a "Does it matter?"  She was right, whose idea or instruction it was is of no significance to me.

Finally, i was told that if they got here first (which now seems more likely) they'd leave me some instructions on the island in our kitchen.  "If you don't see any, just knock on the bedroom door."  Just before She left, there was a very loving and warm embrace and kiss.  She reassured me that things would work out fine and just before heading out into the garage, Diane told me just how much She loved me.

As the hours pass by i'm more nervous now about the lunch with my friend, hoping it doesn't drag on too long, than i am about anything that will happen later this afternoon with Paul and Diane.  The butterflies don't seem to be as bad anymore and i don't feel as anxious.  Diane's calming words this morning had a lot to do with that.

However, i also want to thank you, my readers and followers who have left so many heartfelt and thoughtful comments.  Many of them have little gems of advice that have been incredibly helpful.  Among the many helpful and thoughtful comments was this one left by "Marissa":

"Perhaps if you focus less on your own feelings and more on pleasing Diane and Paul, you'll find your nervousness diminishes and your own pleasure increases."

 Marissa's comment was timely in that just before i read it, i'd been corresponding with lill jo, the artist of the beautiful sketch that appeared a couple of posts ago, and discussing how we sissies tend to crave being the center of attention, or as jo put it "attention whores."  Our behavior misses the whole point of what it means to be submissive to the Woman we love.  Marissa's advice helped get me back on track and lessen my anxiety.

Just the same...wish me luck :)

love,

sissy terri

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Sissies, Studs and Sports

With all the football being played this weekend, I'll bet there's plenty of testosterone on display in living rooms, dens, bars and "man caves" across America.  It's not going to end when the clock strikes 0:00 at the close of the Denver-Indianapolis game later today either.  There's the College Football Championship game tomorrow night between the Oregon Ducks and the Ohio State Buckeyes. 

Football isn't a sissy game by any means.  But, does that mean that there isn't a place for sissies in the all-important football weekend?  Apparently not. 

This weekend. i received a rather erotic and kinky email from one of my online friends, Big Dave.  i've mentioned Dave before and admitted that i was a bit smitten with him.  Yes, i have a crush on him and it's totally understandable.  He's a hunk and a sexy stud.  So there!  And, he really knows how to push a gurl's buttons if you know what i mean:)

Big Dave is definitely "All Man" and very much into all the football that's being played this weekend.  And  he'd certainly like this sissy (and Diane) to be a part of it.  Here's a part of what he wrote...

"The college championship game is on Monday. Might as well throw the rest of your male undies out in the trash. I'm going to have you serve me and the wife in a cheerleader uniform. Only thing I'm afraid of, I'll be sending Diane off to bed early so I could take your virgin sissy pussy at half time. I know you're not really a virgin, but you haven't had a cock like mine in you princess."

Sexy isn't he? And very flattering in many ways.  But make no mistake, it would be a rare event if given the choice, a man would choose my feminine charms over Diane's.  It's a nice thought though!

i believe Dave will be rooting for the Ducks and as such, I'm sure he'd have the appropriate cheerleader uniform for his sissy to wear.  i think he's definitely a "pleated skirt" type of man, appreciating the more feminine, if not necessarily revealing type of uniform on his girls and gurls.  

Then early this morning, i got a call from Jake asking if i'd like to go over tonight to "help him enjoy the game."  i asked him if he could be more specific, like exactly how i could make the game more enjoyable for him.  It's my own way of teasing but Jake certainly knows how much i enjoy pleasing him while he "relaxes" and watches a sporting event.

Jake's invite was also flattering but it was also typical of him.  It was last minute and probably meant that his new lady friend wasn't available tonight. 

Unfortunately i had to decline his invite anyway.  Diane's friend Linda is coming over.  She's an Ohio State alum and is into the game.  So rather than a man cave, it's going to be more of a girly and gurly gathering.

i knew Linda was an Ohio State alum, but didn't realize she was into football as much as she is.  Silly me, i must have been thinking like a sissy.  Anyone who went to OSU has to be into football right?  Had i known, i would have ordered the appropriate cheerleader uniform for tonight's game.  Wouldn't she be surprised? 

Probably not.

love,

sissy terrich

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In a Very Sissy Mood

My sissy crush on  "Big Dave" hasn't gone away.  Quite the opposite. Since we've been on vacation i've missed chatting with him and i find myself fantasizing about being as feminine as possible for him.  As i wrote before, Diane thinks the crush is cute and has teased me about it a little more while we've been on vacation.  i've admitted to Her that i've missed my little exchanges with him.

i haven't been able to check my emails every day but when i did this morning i was excited as a sissy school girl to get a message from Dave.  He's a very busy business owner and i always feel so special when he takes the time out of his day to write to me. 

The written word can be very sensuous and sexy.  Some people have a knack for writing that way.  But it's also dependent on the frame of mind of the reader and their perspective.  What i find sexy might not have the same effect on someone else, even another sissy.  Here's just a little bit of what Dave wrote to me....

miss sissy...

It's not a one-piece, but i bet Dave would like it!

I'm covered up with work while you frolic with the Mrs. Bra and panty night... aren't you the sissiest thing ever? Very few sissies still have a bikini body past their 20s but I love the tanlines on a gurl. Guess we'll have to let you wear a one piece at the beach, but with a big bow in back and a slender plug to give you that special sissy walk....

Well, i have to tell you that this message sent me into the most feminine of sissy swoons!  Seems like
so many things that turn me on are all captured in those first few sentences.

No wonder i've got a crush on Big Dave :)

love,

sissy terri

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