Punishing the Submissive Sissy

Earlier this week (the exact day escapes me right now) i forgot to send Diane and Paul the daily chasity report.  i was up early as usual, started the coffee, turned my laptop on and completed the report.  i just got sidetracked and never sent it to them. It's the first time since that's happened since this rule was instituted.

Neither Paul and Diane respond to the report every day.  More often then not they don't.  It's strange and counter intuitive to most people how ignoring someone like that is actually tending to their needs in a D/s type of relationship.  The submissive is expected to provide or complete a certain service or task which may or may not be acknowledged.  That's just the way it is.

It was later at night that Diane reminded me that i hadn't submitted the daily report.  i told Her i thought i had and immediately fired up the laptop to check my email's sent folder.  Sure enough, i hadn't.  The report went out immediately.  Diane didn't seem upset but just stated that my forgetfulness was deserving of some sort of punishment.

The punishment took place yesterday afternoon.  i received ten very hard swats from Diane's riding crop across my bare bottom while Paul listened in over the phone.  He may or may not have heard every single blow, but he surely heard my cries.  They were that hard.  i don't recall Diane cropping me that hard before.

As further punishment i was made to kneel in the furthest corner from the bed in our master bedroom while Diane talked and had phone sex with Paul.  i knelt there with Diane's panties over my head.  All day i had been thinking about worshiping Diane while Paul aroused Her over the phone.  The last time we did that was so wonderful.  It was not to be.  Instead all i could do was listen to the fun She was having; her moans, giggles, sexy talk and orgasmic cries leaving no doubt that She was enjoying herself.

Another, but much smaller disappointment took place when we never made it to Victoria's Secret yesterday.  Stopping at the mall would have made Diane late for Her "phone date" with Paul.  It was mostly poor planning on our part and not intentional.  It was a beautiful day and we took some extra time sitting in the shade listening to a small jazz group while we sipped on an iced cafe mocha from some local bean roaster.

Though it was a smaller disappointment than being denied participation in Diane's pleasure yesterday, it was nonetheless a powerfully symbolic event when it comes to my submissive status.  Diane wanted to be home in time for the phone date with Paul and at the time, i was looking forward to it also.  Yet Diane knew all the time that i wouldn't participate.  i'd be kneeling in the corner with Her panties over my head. 

The cancellation of the trip to Victoria's Secret was just the beginning of my punishment yesterday.  It was the first part of a trilogy that included a thrashing and some denial.

Was being on time for Paul more important to Diane than feeding my sissy submissive need for a shopping trip to Victoria's Secret?  Some would view it that way and insist that was Her sole intent.

Yet relationships like ours are complex.  Her actions yesterday, as selfish as they seemed to be, satisfied both Her needs and mine.

love,

sissy terri

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Penney Panties' Punishment Predicament

Every FemDom marriage or Female Led Relationship is unique and beautiful in its own way.  This is especially true with the partners have a deep love for one another.  Their rituals, symbols, means of communications, etc. become rich in tradition over time and help to strengthen the relationship.

Penney, my submissive sissy gurl friend just happens to be fortunate enough to be in such a relationship with her loving and Dominant Wife.  Last Sunday (the day after Valentine's Day), Penney wrote to me and closed her email with this very brief note:

"Last night I got a bit testy before, dinner so I was told to be at the door on my knees naked, her crop in my mouth when she arrives home from church. I am to expect a sound spanking for my poor behavior."

Having to bring a punishment implement to Diane has always been humiliatingly erotic to me.  So has having to kneel or stand in the corner and wait for Her.  Penney's brief but incredibly descriptive email combined both those two elements and even added a third.  The third element?  Objectification.  Not only did Penney have to get the crop and wait, she also served as nothing more than a "holder" for the crop until her Wife got back home!

i wrote back to Penney and let her know that i had the privilege of having Diane's panties in my

mouth on Valentine's Day while She made love to me with Her strap-on.  i told Penney i found it interesting, and slightly coincidental. that two sissy gurl friends, many miles apart, each with an item of their Wife's choosing placed in their mouths.

i want to share with you Penney's response to my email, in which she describes what ensued when her Wife returned home and later on that evening:

I was to be kneeling with her whip in my teeth, actually a riding crop, as I waited there for her. This is her favorite punishment implement. She has a few but this about the only one she uses these days. When she returned home she left me there for a little while blindfolded while she went about her business. I was getting pretty nervous by the time she removed the wip from my mouth.

She brushed the business end gently across my bottom a few times then let go with some ass stinging swats. I didn't count them, she doesn't make me do that, but I'd guess around twenty. I was sorry for my actions of the day before, now I was quite sorry and I told her so. I think we both felt much better for it.

Later she put me in very frilly pink panties, and we went to see the Imitation Game. She bought me several new peasant dresses and a sweater. I think she felt bad that she had to punish me. I think she had also planned to add a bow to the panties, but the evening got late. I never ask or say a word about such things; it is always her choice.

i found Penney's description of the scene to be most erotic.  i read it several time.  Each time, i found myself becoming more aroused, as if i was the one who was receiving the stinging swats of the crop and being put into pink ruffled panties afterwards.

i think you'll agree that Penney's punishment last weekend is a beautiful expression of the love that exists in the relationship she has with her Wife.

We're both lucky sissies.  Very lucky ones.

love,

sissy terri

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Sissy Notes

It's been a few days since i've posted.  A busy weekend filled with housework and some travel early this week because of my part-time consulting job has kept me very busy.  When all the traditional "women's" work in a household falls on your shoulders, there's usually not much free time.

i'm not sure what Diane's plans are to meet with Brian this week while i'm away or, perhaps She doesn't even have any.  She's continuing to keep me in the dark about when they meet until the very last moment possible if that's necessary or, after the fact whenever She can. 

Diane is also a little bit upset because i haven't updated the blog format like She insisted a few weeks ago.  i wrote about it in this post, but haven't gotten it done yet.  My delay has led Her to tell me that if She "...was into corporal punishment, you'd be in for quite the beating.  Instead, I'll have to think of some other punishment.   Keep in mind that the longer you delay, the more severe it will be."

i started to update the blog's format twice, but made a few mistakes and didn't have the time to start over.  i promised Her to get it done as soon as possible, especially with some unknown punishment hovering over my head.  Diane is not into the physical aspects of Dominance very much, but certainly has the potential to be very creative when dealing out Her own form of discipline.

i'm tentatively supposed to play golf with Jake on Friday.  He was so pleased with the way things went the last time we played and he got to meet Diane, he now thinks it might be a good idea for me to meet his wife Nancy!  He might think it's a good idea but i'm a little nervous.  i'm sure it will be fine being introduced as a golfing friend and it will help make getting together for future dates easier.

Finally, i thought my readers might enjoy this little article and video clip since you all know how important i think it is for sissies to learn how to put on a bra properly:

How to Put on a Bra: A Video Tutorial

Also, the star of the video is my kind of woman!

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Sissy Punishment

I found myself in a position last night that I've only read about in erotic fiction or on other blogs:  standing in a corner dressed only in a pair of panties at the direction of my wife.  My corner time was a little delayed punishment for my behavior the other night. 

Diane referred to it as "sissy punishment" and said she would use it from now on whenever I misbehaved or acted selfishly.  When she got home, I was told to strip down to just my panties and stand in front of her as she sat on the sofa in the living room.  I wasn't totally en femme because we had plans on going out to dinner, so I only had a few articles of women's clothing to remove in addition to my slacks, shirt and shoes.  When I was down to just my panties, she explained to me why she was doing this and I was no sooner in the corner as she sat on the sofa and turned on the evening news.  "Be still and be quiet" were her simple instructions.

I wasn't there very long before her cell phone rang.  It was Brian.  It immediately occurred to me that Diane had set this all up so that I would be standing in the corner while she took Brian's previously arranged call.  After some small talk and Diane telling Brian that she was free for at least the next half hour, I had to listen to the planning of their next get-together (this Wednesday or Thursday) here at our house, and some rather intimate conversations. 

The conversation turned very sexual when Diane said "Wow....that's fucking hot" in response to something Brian had said.  I could hear Brian's voice and some of its inflections but couldn't make out the exact words.  But from Diane's side of the conversation, it was sometimes pretty easy to understand what he had said. 

For instance, shortly after her comment about something being "fucking hot", her response to one of his questions was "Yes I am....are  you hard?"  He had obviously asked her if she was aroused or wet.  It was obviously the latter when after he must have said he was very hard, she answered "very, very wet.  My panties are getting soaked."

On and on it went and I stood there with an erect penis doing all I could do to stop from playing with myself, yet totally humiliated.  I learned more about their lovemaking antics than I wanted to know.  How Brian enjoys playing with her breasts while she rides his cock when he's laying on his back.  How she enjoys it doggie style, with a hint from Diane that she would like it a little "rougher" at times. 

I am almost positive they discussed the possibility of anal sex, something I have never been allowed to do with Diane.   I can't be 100% positive, but from Diane's side of the conversation, things like "I don't know, maybe we could try it", "we'll see, maybe soon, if you promise to be careful", "no, I've never done it" or "but you're so big!"....what else could it be. 

Then, the conversation seemed to be wrapping up because Brian's wife would apparently be home soon.  They talked up this coming week where Wednesday night might be the best.  Brian must have said that he would have a surprise for Diane because she said "Oh really?  What is it?....Why can't you tell me what it is?"   She then went on to say, obviously for my benefit "Ok...I love surprises anyway.  Some people don't, but I do."

Before they said their goodbyes, Diane said to Brian "I'm still wet.  Just wanted you to know that."  There were no "I love you's", but there was some smooching over the phone before they hung up. 

"You can come out of the corner now" Diane said to me.  "Come stand in front of me."

I walked over to her and she just shook her head when she saw my stiff penis in my panties.  "Looks like my sissy wife enjoyed hearing me talk to my lover" she said as she rubbed me softly.  "Kneel down" she said as she spread her legs and revealed the black panties she was wearing.  "Kiss me between my legs.  I want you to feel the wetness.  I wasn't lying."

She wasn't.  The front panel of the panties were indeed very wet.  I kissed her through the fabric and stayed there until she pushed my head away.  "Lay on the floor and play with yourself for me" she said.  I obeyed and lay back with my knees bent and began to stroke myself with my fingers, sissy style. 

Diane stood directly over me and removed her black panties.  She dropped them right on my face. 

"Smell them" she said.  "It's the smell of a horny wife, aching for a real man."

I came in my own panties as hers lay on my face.  I could feel her wetness as my panties became soaked.

"I hope you're happy now" Diane said.  "At least you won't be surprised about my next meeting with Brian."

She truly is very diabolical. 

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