Routine Femininity

i was up a little earlier than usual this morning, the result of an early morning erection that was causing me discomfort.  Prior to January 1st of this year, morning erections caused no such discomfort.  i guess you could say the erections still don't cause the discomfort.  Rather, the true "cause" is the CB-3000 that i've been wearing to bed almost every night.  Diane would probably not agree with my assessment.  It matters not.  My chastity has become quite routine.

After a quick trip to the bathroom where i sat on the toilet in a feminine way, i washed my hands, put on my pink slippers and fluffy floral pink bathroom and made my way down to the kitchen to turn on the coffee i had prepared the night before.  The coffee, made to Diane's exact specifications with freshly ground beans, takes about 9 or 10 minutes to brew.  When it was done, i poured myself a cup, did some reading while waiting another half hour or so before delivering a hot cup of the coffee to Diane.  There was a kiss and a "thank you honey" after i laid it on the nightstand as Diane rolled over for another forty winks.  This too has become quite routine. 

Late Monday afternoon just after She got in from work, Diane wanted to make love to me.  She was in a very amorous mood, the aggressor so to speak but not in an overly dominant way.  It was more in a role reversal sort of way, the "horny husband" coming home and wanting "some action."  It felt nice.  It felt feminine. i really felt like Her wife.

"Get yourself pretty" She told me.  i giddily went upstairs and debated over which nightie to wear.  i must have debated too long because Diane was soon upstairs and choosing one for me.  It was a
simple floral patterned babydoll from Vermont Country Store.  She didn't bother to hand me the panties.

i assisted Her with the strap-on, tightening the leather laces on the back of the black leather harness.  my assistance is something She insists upon most all the time and is actually part of the foreplay before our actual lovemaking.  There's a submissive sensuality about the whole thing as She transitions to this altered state of femininity, one that allows Her to pleasure a sissy wife.  That was followed by my worship of Her strap-on as She stood over me.  All so routine yet never less arousing than the last time we've done it.

"Gotta practice for Paul don't we?" She said.  i simply nodded my head in the affirmative. i've done this many times over the years and it is a routine part of the foreplay as well.  Now however, there's a sense of realism as i really am practicing to please Paul as well. 

When She felt ready Diane had me lay at the edge of the bed on my back with my legs spread, bent at the knees and held back towards my chest.  Before preparing both the strap-on and me with adequate lubrication, She produced the key to my CB-3000.  There was some minor difficulty removing it due to my aroused state but those were easily overcome. 

It was the best lovemaking i've ever experienced.  Diane felt perfect inside of me.  She seemed to go deeper than ever and as She made love fell on top of me and kissed me deeply.  i had my arms and legs wrapped around Her as i moaned in the most ecstatic of pleasures.  It was my first orgasm in a long time, and probably my most intense.  Certainly not routine.

i felt so feminine as Diane held me in the aftermaths of my "Big O."  Shortly thereafter, i was back in chastity, getting dressed and donning an apron so i could Diane dinner.  i moved about the kitchen getting things ready and Diane did some work in Her office.   It all seemed so natural.

i'd never felt so much like a sissy wife as i did then.

i also felt very satisfied....and loved.

love,

sissy terri

P.S. - Diane's not going to be seeing Paul here for the next two Wednesdays.  He's away for a couple of days this week and we're gone most of next week.  There's no doubt She'll miss what he has to offer.  But by the same token, i know i have certain skills that She enjoys as well :)

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The Panty Hamper

Snuggled into the corner of my side of our walk-in closet off the master bedroom sits the panty hamper.  It's just a small wicker basket with a cover on it, but it's where Diane and i put our panties, bras and other lingerie that i must hand wash.  i don't write much about it, but it's one of my "wifey duties."

Diane went into the office early yesterday morning to catch up on a few things and also to see Paul.  i took that opportunity to hand wash what lingerie we had in the panty hamper and let it dry on a rack in our bathroom.  By mid morning i was off with our house guess to play a round of golf.  After the round, our guests decided to head into town to do a bit of shopping and a couple of touristy things while i headed home. 

It was a little after 3 PM and Diane was in the shower after a trip to the gym.  i greeted Her, got ready to take my own shower and retrieved my chastity belt which i had removed (with Her permission) to play golf.  She left the water running and i jumped right in after Her, leaving the CB right beside the shower so i could reach it and slip it on comfortably with plenty of warm soapy water. 

A few minutes later the CB wasn't where i had left it.  i opened the door to peer around the corner to see if it might have fallen or if i'd left somewhere when Diane appeared.  She was naked and holding Her strap-on and harness.  "You won't be needing your little pink cage for a while" She said.  i began to stiffen immediately.   "Hurry.  We don't have all afternoon" She told me.  i was out of the shower quickly.

"Put on a babydoll top and get my panties out of the hamper" She ordered.  There were only two pair of panties in the hamper; the black ones She'd worn to the gym, and the pink one's i'd worn to play golf.  i did as i was told and went into the bedroom with Her black panties.  She already had the lubricant and was slipping into the harness.  i tightened the laces in the back for Her.  She turned to face me and pushed the strap-on into my mouth.

Little was said as She watched me suck the strap-on while She held me with both hands.  By then, i was rock hard and dropping deeper into subspace.  "On the bed" She said "and on your back."  She lay a towel on the edge of the bed and i laid on top of it, with my legs spread, bent and pulled back to my chest.  Diane lubricated the strap-on then my bottom.  She was skillful and made sure there was plenty of lubricant.  "Ready?" She asked. 

Before even waiting for an answer She quickly told me to open my mouth.  She took the black panties She'd worn to the gym, rolled them up into a tight little ball, and stuffed them into my open mouth.  "Just in case you get a little loud.  You never know when our guests will get back." 

There was a little teasing, but it didn't take long for Her to penetrate me.  She slid in easily and was soon pumping me back and forth.  When She's buried deep into me, both Her hands are free.  She used on of them to caress me softly.  i lasted only a few moments before i had an orgasm.  It was my first this month.  My moans of pleasure were muffled by Diane's sweaty panties. 

"Happy Valentine's Day" Diane said as She fell on top of me and kissed me deeply. 

Feeling so content i knew i had to reciprocate.  "May i worship You to an orgasm?" i asked.

"No need.  I already had mine today" She chided me with a smile.  "Besides, our guests will be back soon right?  So get back in chastity and get dressed."  i returned Diane's panty to the hamper, got back into chastity and got ready to head out to dinner.

Later in the evening as we headed out to a Valentine's dinner with our guests, Diane looked absolutely stunning but Rita, the female half of the couple commented on how handsome i looked.  Diane just smiled and said "He does doesn't he?"

Little did Rita know i was wearing a matching pink bra and panty set under my black sport coat, burgundy crew neck shirt and black slacks.  And i was in chastity also. 

i felt like a million bucks.

love,

sissy terri

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Complimenting A Sissy Cuckold

Home for a long weekend, i've been able to spend most of it with Diane.  She's not on call nor is She going to be with Her lover Paul.  i'm all Her's and She has my undivided attention. 

We spent a lazy Sunday afternoon lounging by the pool for awhile, careful not to take in too much sun even though we'd put plenty of sunscreen on.  We read a couple of Sunday papers, a few magazines and Diane finished a book She was reading on Her Kindle.  It was right after She finished that book that She told me my services would be required in our bedroom.   "Meet me there in five minutes" She said.

i watched Her head into the house and began to think about what She'd said, and how those words meant something different to me as Her sissy cuckold than they would to most other husbands.  i was pretty sure what was in store for me; i would please Diane in whatever way She wanted and no doubt it would involve providing Her with plenty of oral sex.  It's Her normal way of having sex with me. 

Diane looked so beautiful as She lay on the bed when i got to the bedroom.  She lay back on a two pillows with He knees slightly bent and Her legs spread.  i knew what i had to do and slid out of the pink ladies bathing suit bottom i'd been wearing by the pool.  my arousal was evident and Diane just smiled. 

Whenever i pleasure Diane i never fail to try and assess how powerful Her orgasms are.  As such, i'm really assessing my own performance.  i can't help but think that the more powerful Her orgasms, the better job i've done.  Sometimes She's more vocal than others as She climaxes, thrashes about more violently or squeezes my head between Her thighs with such force i think i'm going to pass out!    Yesterday afternoon, it seemed like all those things seemed to happen at the same time.

When it was over, while running Her hands though my hair as lay my head on her tummy Diane said "I love how you please me.  That was the best Big-O I've ever had."

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For a brief moment i thought about asking Her if it was better than any She'd had with Paul but i chose not to go there.  i simply wanted to enjoy the compliment.  i knew She was sincere and i appreciated it so very much.

"Thanks" i told Her.  "i love making You happy."

Diane told me to get Her strap-on because She wanted to reciprocate.  Using the strap-on is also Her normal way of pleasing me. 

She looked so beautiful wearing the strap-on.  The "make-believe-penis" She wore took nothing away from her femininity and it made me want Her more.  i asked Her if i could take a picture of Her but She refused.  "Just get on the bed and let me make love to you" She said.  i was happy to obey.

There was absolutely nothing routine or normal about my own orgasm.  It was also one of my best ever.

Love,

sissy terri

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Loving Her Sissy

Diane must have left out the tampons and pads last night before she went to bed.  They were on the vanity in the master bath when i got up this morning; a reminder that i was due to start my period today.  i had it on my calendar but Diane enjoys doing little things like that just to make sure i don't forget. 

i was getting ready to use the supplies She had put out when She told me to hold off until later this afternoon.  "Periods don't always start first thing in the morning" She said with a laugh.  i smiled at Her and put the things back on the vanity.

i'm also feeling femme today for a few other reasons.  As my role as Diane's submissive wife and cuckold becomes more ingrained in our lives each day, and as i continue to see Jake, the tone and content of many of our conversations with each other have also changed.  For instance, this morning while sipping on Her morning coffee and reading the Sunday newspaper Diane said "Isn't it funny how both our boyfriends are gone on vacation with their wives this week?"  I agreed that it was quite the coincidence.

Maybe i shouldn't be, but i was struck by the nonchalance with which She said that to me.  i thought about how possibly, even though i am still Her husband, She really doesn't look at me that way any more in the traditional sense.  She seems to view me more as Her submissive girlfriend and even treats me that way sexually.   Because of that, i'm finding myself needing more affirmation of Her love for me.  i'm a little more insecure than i was and it's not because of my cuckolding but more because of how i think She sees me. 

Late this morning we went to the gym together and after showering when we got home,  Diane told me it was time for some fun.  i love pleasing Her.  i don't think i'm that different than many submissives who get tremendous emotional satisfaction from pleasing their Dominant Wives.  Our own sexual gratification isn't that important to us.  That's how it is with me and Diane.  But today, She made sure i got satisfied as well. 

Once again, i took Her strap-on rather aggressively.  She enjoyed teasing and taunting me, telling me i'd better not cum until She gave me permission.  i'm glad She didn't wait to long to give me permission.  i came when She was deep inside of me.  It was a powerful orgasm for me.  But it wasn't the best part of the morning for me.  There were two things that were more important to me.

The first was when i provided her pleasure.  The other, and most important of all, was when She told me She loved me.

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Sissy Sex with Diane

Yesterday afternoon Diane called me from Her office around 4:30.  She was using Her speakerphone, which always makes me feel uncomfortable, even though She's assured me that our conversation is private.  There have been a few times where She's told me to hold on and put me on hold while someone comes into Her office.  i still get nervous.

"Would you like some sissy sex tonight when I get home" she asked me and, with just a slight pause added "I would" before i could even answer.  i told Her i would enjoy that.  "Good, get yourself looking pretty for me and have the strap-on and stuff ready and I'll be home by 6 o'clock" She said and hung up.

i was ready well before 6, a pink flowered babyoll top with matching bikini panties and some pink ballet type slippers were all i wore.  i debated whether or not i should put a touch of makeup on or some jewelry but decided against it.  The bed was taken down and Diane's strap-on, lubricant and a couple of small towels also lay on the bed, ready for Her use.

She hadn't arrived by 6:30 so i called Her cell phone and when it rang, i could tell from the beep at the end of the ring that She was on a call, so i hung up without leaving a message.  A few minutes later She called back and said She was just a few minutes away.  "You're just a horny little sissy and can't wait" She laughed.

Indeed a few minutes later She was walking through the door and it didn't take Her long to slip out of Her clothes and into the strap-on.  As She did, i admired Her body and how beautiful She looked to me.  When She was done, i approached Her and started to kiss Her softly on the lips and and touch Her arms softly.

"Don't be wasting time.  Get your girly bottom on the bed and show me how much you want it" she barked, somewhat out of character.  Our lovemaking is usually soft and sensual, but last night it had a much different feel to it.  When i lay on my back and spread my legs, Diane immediately told me to turn over because She wanted to take me doggie style.

The softness in style that i usually enjoy was replaced by a firmness that i wasn't familiar with.  She was far more verbal with me.  i can't remember how many times She used the term "sissy".  She made me beg for Her "cock", making me tell Her how much i loved Her "cock."  There were plenty of slaps on my bottom also between the Hard strokes of the strap-on.

The difference was noticeable, even though i couldn't describe it exactly, then just before i climaxed as She seemed to be deeper inside of me then She'd ever been, i realized what it was.  There was more of a "manliness" to Her lovemaking.  i came like a woman, letting out some deep moans and cries as my juices dampened the towel Diane had placed under me.  It was an awesome orgasm.

Later, i couldn't help but wonder if Diane's approach to our lovemaking was a reflection of some of the things She had done with Brian.  Was She treating me like Brian treated Her?  Rougher? More manly? More verbal?  She called me Her sissy very often while She made love to me.  Did Brian have a special name for Her?

my sissy cuckold mind was working overtime last night.

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Sissy Satisfaction

I was one satisfied sissy last night after Diane was done with me.  I did have to satisfy her first by worshiping her pussy and then her ass, but she seemed more interested in making sure my own feminine needs were met.  After getting into her strap on and making sure I was properly positioned and lubed, she was very deliberate and soft in her lovemaking, teasing me with the tip of her cock before sliding it in and even then, moving it in and out while I begged her to give it to me.

"No touching" she said as she forbade me to play with myself.  "No masturbating while I fuck you tonight. I'll control when you cum" she told me.  I was afraid I would cum spontaneously as she spoke to me and she realized that.

"You like cock don't you?" she asked me.  I answered her in the affirmative.  "I know how much you miss Ken" she said.  She brings up his name from time to time.  Ken was the last man I was with, and she knew all about it.  I had an "affair" with him for more than two years.  He was married and a retired physician with a wife who was still working.  They've moved away and yes, I do miss him.  But that's a story for another time.

She continued to make love to me, going deeper, but still sliding in and out at a nice soft pace.  "We both love cock don't we?" she asked in her teasing way.  Before I could answer, she said "I think you actually like it more than I do."

As her strokes began to quicken, she decided to let me cum, but on her terms.  She began to stroke me gently with her left hand and I just lost it, unable to control myself and cumming almost immediately.  She giggled and continued to milk me.  When my orgasm subsided, she let me lick her hand clean.

I was surprised though that last night, not once did she mention Brian and their next lunch date.  I was going to ask if something had gone wrong, but just let it pass.  It was a lovely evening for me.  

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Sissy Sex

That's what Diane calls it now:  sissy sex.  It's been several years since she's called it "making love" to me.  Now, whenever she wants to use her strap-on on me, she'll tell me to get ready for some "sissy sex."  If I ask for it, I have to refer to it as "sissy sex." 

"Get ready for sissy sex"

The term bothers me some.  It lacks in intimacy and feels cold, clinical and devoid of love.  Diane insists that's not the case.  I've discussed it with her a few times and the last time I asked her why she insisted on calling it that, she simply said "Can you think of a better term?  Seems pretty accurate to me."

Somehow, it makes me feel less of a "wife" when she uses that term.  She'll even mention it at times while she's working me with the strap-on.  Of course, the humiliation is a turn on and she never fails to please me that way.  I suppose as a submissive sissy male I should be most appreciative of what I have. 

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