A Parade of Panties

Last Tuesday in my post titled Gagging a Sissy, i wrote about Google's new Blogger policy to prohibit blogs with adult content that show sexually explicit content or graphic nude images and video.  i noted that the move could be related to the pending FCC ruling on net neutrality that was set to come out last Thursday.  In a strange turn of events. just a few days later and just about the time the FCC issued its ruling, Google reversed its policy and now we're right back where we were.

Like most bloggers, i'm pleased with Google's decision.  At the same time i believe there will be more attempts to silence and remove adult content blogs in the future.  For now, i'm happy i can keep things the way they are right here :)

Last Wednesday's session with Diane and Paul is worthy of much more discussion and comment than i gave it on my post this past Friday, Wearing Diane's Panties.  So much happened in what seemed like so little time.

In addition, Diane and i spent much more time than we usually do discussing what happened later that night.  It was time well spent.  i'll write more about that later this week.

For today, i'm keeping it on the light, sissy and feminine side with an array of panties that i find absolutely adorable!  i love them all, but can you guess which one is my favorite?

You all know i love bows right?

And polka dots....

Then there's pink with a touch of lace....

And more polka dots.....

i also have a soft spot for panties with lace trim along the bottom....

And these...well, that backseam is so sexy!

And you can't forget ruffles....

And this last one has plenty of interesting characteristics!

Too many choices?  If not, there's plenty more on the tumbr site masajevia where all these pretty panties came from.

So..tell me which one is your favorite and see if you can guess mine!

love,

sissy terri

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Sissy "Hummingbird Panties"

Diane arrives tomorrow and She made it very clear She wants the housework to be all done by the time She gets here.  Even though neither one of us has been around since Sunday morning, She expects all the housework done as usual.  Yes Ma'am.  So, i'm kind of a busy housewife today while wearing one of my favorite aprons.

In the meantime, i wanted to share something with all of you that i found on The Lingerie Addict  blog.  Cora, the blog's author, does an outstanding job of keeping everyone abreast on the latest in lingerie news, sales, trends, etc.  In this post Cora reviews some "hummingbird panties" she received from Tallulah Love, a maker of fine specialty lingerie. 

The panties are pretty enough....

...but they even come in these beautiful boxes!

Don't they make wonderful Valentine's Day gifts?

Don't take the chance that someone might not buy them for you.  i think they're worth getting for yourself!

love,

sissy terri

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Paul's Note, Chastity & Pretty Panties

i received Paul's response to my email accepting his rules which also had the daily chastity report which i send to Diane attached to it.  

Sissy,

I believe you've made the right decision and believe you'll be happy.

I know Diane and I will.  

February chastity % needs improvement.

"Sir"

The short message helped increased my anxiety once again, wondering exactly what he meant by "I know Diane and I will."  Of course they've discussed this before but i wonder just exactly what they have planned to be so confident that they'll enjoy this?  i certainly don't look at this with any guarantees for success, nor do i look at it with gloom and doom either.  i believe it has a good chance to work out, but the confidence i felt when reading the message gave me pause.  As usual, Diane felt i am making too much of it.

The comment on chastity was a bit surprising.  Paul's Rules made it clear that he wanted a copy of the daily chastity report, but he only insisted that I be in chastity when he was around.  Other than those times, it is all up to Diane.  With access to the report, he's going to know how much time i spend in chastity every day and will comment whenever he wants.  In addition, since our (Diane's and mine) orgasms are now included as part of the report, Paul will have access to that information as well.

The time i've spent in chastity this month is low by comparison to January.  It will be even lower after today, since i'll once again be flying cross country.  i've got instructions to get into the chastity belt as soon as i get home, put on a numbered lock, take a picture of it and send it to Diane who won't be back until Saturday.

In some ways i'm disappointed that i didn't fly with my chastity belt.  The risk of going through airport security and having to endure additional scrutiny (much of which i believe would be quite public) isn't something i wanted to go through and Diane thankfully agreed.  While the CB-3000 could pass through the metal detectors with a plastic lock, there's the scanners that could cause a problem. 

Fortunately, i'm able to fly in panties.  "Big boy underwear" (as Diane likes to call it) just doesn't feel natural anymore. 

Unfortunately though, the panties i'll be wearing to fly aren't as pretty as these....

But then again, how many are?

love,

sissy terri

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Looking Back - Looking Ahead

In Roman mythology, the god Janus looks both to the past and the future. The two are always closely linked to one another.  We're the creations of our past experiences and how we've reacted to them. 

i find myself less anxious about things as i've become more comfortable with who i am and the lifestyle Diane and i have chosen.  Yes, She's made most of the choices but they've been careful ones that have undoubtedly taken my own feelings into consideration.  For that, i'm eternally grateful to Her.

Diane's Dominance over me will be greater in 2015.  It's one of Her New Year's resolutions.  It's already been demonstrated by Her insistence that my time in chastity be monitored on a daily basis.  i'll need Her permission to be out of my cage and log the hours i've spent locked into a spreadsheet every day.  January will be a "test" month, something to establish a target for the rest of the year. 

Years ago i used to get so aroused just wearing a pair of panties.  How times have changed.  Today, being in panties is a given and doesn't create the same feeling and sensation that it used to.   Wearing panties now just makes me feel more docile and feminine.  The fact that it's required of me does make it more erotic.  The arousal it creates is more cerebral than anything else.

However, some panties do turn me on more than others.  Like these for instance...

Can you blame me?

Now if i could get a pair for each day of the week that would be awesome!

love,

sissy terri

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In Search of "The Perfect Panty"

i'll admit it.  Sissies, like many real women, are very hard to please.

The sissy pants that Diane ordered for me arrived on Thursday (see the post my Time is Hers).  From the email She had forwarded me, it appeared the sissy pants would be white in color.  i immediately began thinking how cute they'd look with certain other things i had.  And white ruffled panties are one of the things that always accentuate a traditional "sissy maid" uniform.

When i opened them i was slightly disappointed to find that they weren't white but ivory colored.  Oh well.

i'm sure i'm not the only sissy who's on what is probably a never-ending search for the perfect sissy panty.  When you think you've found it, there something prettier, lacier, daintier or sissier that comes around and strikes your fancy.

And wouldn't you know it, just a few hours ago i fond this little gem on tumblr:

A Married Sissy Cuckold

Yes, i've seen it before but....i think it gets more sissy looking every time!

i still love the sissy pants i got on Thursday and always will.  They're now my favorites.

Why?  Because my beautiful Wife bought them for me.

love,

sissy terri

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my Time is Hers

When you're in the employ of somebody else, your time isn't your own.  It belongs to them.  Granted that dependent upon your job, its level, the amount of responsibility you have and dozens of other factors, you might enjoy more or less freedom.  The same is true when it comes to any type of D/s relationship when you're the "s."  Your time belongs to someone else.

The more Dominant Diane has become, the more of my life She controls.  That includes one of my and any person's most prized possessions - their time.  There was a time when She'd ask "Would you have time to do this for me today?"  Those days are gone.  If i have something that i'd like to do, it's best that i ask Her ahead of time for permission, otherwise it's likely She'll have things i have to get done. 

It can get a bit frustrating at times when it happens alongside as other D/s type situations or dynanics that are at play.  As an example, i was a little frustrated last night that there wasn't any type of intimacy between the two of us after i'd spent quite a bit of time cleaning the house and preparing dinner.  Instead, Diane added to my frustration by telling me i should sleep with my chastity belt on since i hadn't worn it while the girls were around.  i've slept with it on before and admittedly, sometimes it's not that uncomfortable, but it just added to my frustration.  Diane's comment that maybe She'd let me out a little earlier tonight provided little consolation.

Then this morning, Diane surprised me by telling me that i would have to bring Her car into the dealer for an appointment She'd made as part of a recall.  The appointment was at 9 AM, in the city and about 20 miles or so away.  There was also dry cleaning to drop off, an errand, ironing and my other daily duties.  Fortunately, the dealer provided me with a loaner and i was able to come back home and get some of these things done.  All the while, i've been locked up. 

My frustration almost became anger when i got a call from a friend who asked if i was interested in playing a round of golf this afternoon.    i politely declined.  i'm not sure i would have wanted to anyway since it's a little windy today and i'm about as fair weather a golf as you might find, but sometimes it's nice to be able to decide for myself about such things on short notice. 

It's a lesson that a submissive needs to keep reminding themselves - rarely can you have it both ways.  If you want a lifestyle D/s relationship, the Dominant sets the terms.  The submissive abides by
them.  The situation i'm in is the result of my desires (to be a submissive and obedient sissy wife) along with Diane's.  She's trained me well, and enjoyed every minute of the training and its results. 

The situation however does have its good times.  Along with Diane's Dominance and demands, comes an incredibly understanding Woman who can read my feelings and needs like an open book.  Just about a half hour ago, She forwarded an email to me that She'd received from Amazon just moments before.  It read "Just for you.  For being such a good wife.  Love, Diane" and just below that was the message from Amazon that "Your Amazon.com order of "Malco Mode Sissy-Length Pettipants" has shipped.

i can't wait for the sissy panties to arrive!

No wonder i'm such a good wife for Her.

love,

sissy terri

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