4/27/15

Sissy Prom Season

Prom season is fast approaching and sissies everywhere are both fascinated and fantasizing about how much fun it would be to be the queen of the prom.

There are so many pretty dresses to choose from but among sissies, the most popular color this or any other season would be probably be pink.

Here's one that i like.


Isn't it beautiful?  But more than likely, i'll continue shopping since it's so much fun!

love,

sissy terri
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4/25/15

Wedding Days

"Editor's note:  the posts over the next week have been written and scheduled ahead of time, allowing Diane and i to enjoy a vacation with friends after today's big family event.  Live posts (and cuckolding) should resume when we return.  Love, terri"


My bridal fantasies are pretty well known among my readers.  Most sissies have these fantasies or something pretty similar, but they're mostly focused on wearing a lovely wedding gown for awhile and feeling like a bride.  For real brides so much more goes into that big day.

If they're lucky enough there's often months of planning to make everything turn out perfect, or if not, as close to perfect as possible.

When the big day comes i can just imagine the excitement that goes with it, especially when they get to put on that wedding gown before the ceremony.



A girl never looks as beautiful as she does on her wedding day.

love,

sissy terri
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4/24/15

The Big Event

In recent posts i've been referring to our being busy and a big family event that was coming up.  i've been a little reluctant to share specifically what it was here on the blog.  My sissy sisters have known about it for awhile and they've kept their promise to keep it a secret until i had a chance to talk about it here.

i may be a sissy cuckold but my role as a father to my daughters trumps everything else.  It has always come first and always will.  That being said tomorrow is a very special day for Diane and i.  Our daughter is getting married.

It's been more than a year in the works (i should check back because it may be even two years...lol) and the planning has been extensive and meticulous.  My daughter and Diane have worked very hard to make the day special and so far everything has fallen into place.

Events like these tend to put our lives in perspective.  We reflect upon the past, appreciate the present and are filled with hope for the future.

i have a short post planned for tomorrow.  Pardon the brevity, but i'm going to be a little busy!

love,

sissy terri
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4/23/15

A Little Chastity Among Friends

With two days to go before our big family event, the house is bustling with activity.  The two daughters, their friends along with out-of-town guests arriving makes for a very busy time.   There's barely time for sex of any kind, never mind cuckolding.

i did get to give Diane a pedicure last night (a task that never fails to, at a minimum, at least partially satisfy this submissive's desire for servitude) and when the polish was "dry enough" move my attentions to more intimate regions of Her anatomy.  i was very grateful.  While Diane does enjoy my pedicures, this one was no doubt requested for my benefit, since She's having a professional one done Friday afternoon.

So today provided me with another opportunity to dip into the sissy cuckold mailbag and find one of the many unanswered questions you've asked in some of your comments.

Last Saturday i opened up my blog post with: "We're about to embark on an incredibly busy week that's to be followed by a week's vacation with some close friends."  This prompted Mick Collins, follower, regular reader and fellow cuckold to ask the following:

Sounds like a busy couple of weeks. Will you be caged up during that planned vacation with friends? Will they know your sad fate?
i later typed a hasty (complete with typos) reply to Mick from my iPhone that my chastity status for the vacation had yet to be determined and that if i was, our friends wouldn't be told.

Diane read the post and the comments and surprisingly brought up the subject last night.  She's decided that i'm to remain in chastity "as much as possible throughout the vacation."  The discussion was very brief.  i'll be able to get out of chastity only in "obviously risky situations, and only with permission."

At the risk of sounding argumentative, i did ask Her if She could define "obviously risky" a bit better or give me an example of what She meant.  Clearly not in the mood to enter into a debate with me, She simply said "A situation with a high risk of your chastity being discovered."  There was a pause just long enough to see if i had anything else to say.  i was mulling it over and before i had a chance to say anything else She put an end to the discussion with "And since it's a bit confusing to you don't worry about it.  I'll decide when it comes off."

As you can see, one of the benefits of a Female Led Marriage is efficient time management.   Very little time is wasted on decision making.  My chastity status has been decided.  Like the key, it will be in Diane's hands, where it belongs.

Submission to another requires some level of trust, otherwise it's not going to work.  i have complete trust in Diane.  Though Her dominance and/or my submission has been publicly displayed at times, it's been done in such a way that hasn't 1) offended anybody who might be around and 2) revealed anything that would be damaging to our personal or professional lives.  She's never done anything that would cause me to reduce the level of trust i have in Her judgement.

Our most recent experience with this was on our last ski vacation when, on New Year's Eve, Diane decided to wear the key to my chastity device around Her neck.  It was Her way of putting my chastity on display for all to see without offending anyone. 

We're very close to the friends we'll be vacationing with.  You could say we're best friends.  They're not aware of our lifestyle but by the same token are very familiar with Diane's personality and Her assertiveness at times.  i'm quite sure they don't read anything more than that into it.  On the other hand, Diane's friend Linda is very much aware of our lifestyle but not sexually involved in it.  Diane has a comfort level and trust with Linda that allows this.

i'm sure many submissives fantasize about being made to show devotion to their Dominants or perform some humiliating task in a public setting.   But it's also one of those things that's best fantasized about and not acted upon.  Much of what is fantasized would likely offend innocent bystanders.

i'm quite certain Diane has Her own dominant fantasies that She'd likely enjoy.  She certainly pushes the envelope and that's one of the things that makes Her so sexy.  She just never pushes it so that the contents spill out. 

The shopping trips i have to make to Victoria's Secret with specific instructions from Diane and/or Paul are humiliating enough. 

love,

sissy terri

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4/22/15

The Sissy Cuckold Mailbag - My Period

i mentioned several posts ago that i'd been remiss in responding to questions that are posed in the comments left here.  i've also been remiss in following one of Diane's "older" requirements that i respond to every single comment, whether or not it contained a question. That topic came up last night once again as a result of a question that was posed yesterday, and let to an entirely different discussion before bedtime.

In a comment to yesterday's post, No Cuckolding & No Punishment for Diane - Yet, Anonymous asked:
terri, speaking of schedules, I was wondering if you still are required by Diane to have your monthly 'period', where you have to use tampons and or pads? Is that included on your calender also, for Paul to see?
The short answer to the question is "yes" and i suppose i could leave it at that.  However that would only lead to more questions.  It would be the easy way out.  So let me give you a more complete answer and the reasons for not having brought it up before.

If you recall back in mid-January during my first real private meeting with Paul and Diane (Pondering Paul's Rules) i discovered that Diane had told Paul about the blog.  Her secret revelation to him resulted in a very emotional response.  i was filled with anger, shame and humiliation.  It was a carefully calculated step by Diane which in the end, led to where we are today.  It helped Paul gain an understanding about who we are and what made our relationship work.

There were many things that i was ashamed and embarrassed about in the blog with that revelation, none more so than my requirement to "have a  period" once a month.  That was a major issue and understandably caused a tremendous amount of friction and angst between Diane and i.  We obviously resolved our issue but to some extent, the embarrassment remained and i never brought it up on the blog until now. 

All my comments are moderated, requiring approval before posting.  i only did that because of some absolutely nasty and vulgar comments that were left months and months ago which i had to delete.  Once i started comment moderation, the anonymous commenter went away and hasn't attempted any return.  So yesterday, i could have easily ignored the question that was posed and not posted it, but i just didn't feel right about doing that.  It was a legitimate question that dealt with something i'd written about before, was still a part of our lifestyle but something i hadn't appropriately addressed. 

So yes, i am still required by Diane to have my monthly period and it certainly is part of the Chastity report.  It shows up once every twenty-eight days and it's highlighted in red.   Paul sees it and in the three plus months i've been sending the report, has always made a comment about it.  The comments are not hurtful but rather more teasing in nature. 

i feel a bit better about sharing this with you.  It's something that's been on my mind but i just avoided it.  i've come close a few times because it did have some bearing on what i was writing about at the time but just didn't do it. 

So, whoever the anonymous commenter is who left the question yesterday, thank you for prompting me to get this done.  i'm glad i did it and realize i shouldn't have waited so long.

love,

sissy terri

p.s. - i have many other questions to answer and promise i'll get to as many as i can here in future posts!
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4/21/15

No Cuckolding & No Punishement for Diane....Yet

i had to make my first ever revision to the "Cuckold Calendar" yesterday and it was quite a disappointing one for both Diane and Paul.  Their mostly regular Wednesday afternoon tryst was moved to late Monday afternoon to accommodate Diane's personal schedule for the next two weeks.  i mentioned we have an important family event going on later this week that's to be followed by a week's vacation with friends, so there was an effort to hook up with Paul before all that started.  i suppose it just wasn't meant to be.

Skipping a planned meeting isn't always a big deal, but when the next one is more than two weeks away it does tend to get Diane a little bummed out.  And based upon Paul's note back to me after this morning's Chastity Report, he feels the same way.  He also wrote the following:

"....and Diane's punishment for cumming without permission will be one of the first items on my sexual agenda when you two return.  It's a punishment that's also gathering interest, one that I'll allow you to both see and hear very well.  I cant wait."
Though Diane didn't see Paul yesterday She's "working late" tonight and he plans to stop by Her office before they both head home.  No doubt there will be more than just "heavy petting" going on.  i'm hoping that at least She'll come home wanting a little more.  More of what a sissy cuckold like me has to offer.  Admittedly it's not the same as what a real man has to offer.  But Diane doesn't seem to mind taking advantage of it.  The fact that She does pleases me also.

love,

sissy terri
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4/20/15

For my Listening and Viewing Pleasure

"Of course she's locked" Diane told Paul.

That's how their phone sex session began on Saturday afternoon, Diane affirming my chastity status with Paul while i knelt at the side of the bed kissing the soles of Her feet.

But first, a little about Diane's posting and our trip to Victoria's Secret....

That Diane's posted here yesterday took me completely by surprise and so did the posts content.  We hadn't discussed either subject until moments before She sat down to post yesterday morning.   i don't think it was a spur of the moment decision on Her part.  She plans Her surprises, and is patient enough to keep them a secret until She springs it on me!

Saturday's planned shopping excursion was postponed to yesterday.  Diane didn't want to feel rushed in order to get back home for Her phone sex date with Paul.  It was a good decision.  We were able to take our time shopping on Sunday and hit a few other stores together.  The lingerie we bought at Victoria's Secret with my gift card included items for the both of us.  None of it has been worn yet.  It's being saved for "a special occasion."  Diane has far more patience than i do.

Shopping together at VS was fun though i was a bit self conscious throughout.  Diane went about it so casually that it made me a bit nervous.  She did nothing out of the ordinary that would draw attention to us, but at the same time She didn't suppress Her voice or avoid doing certain things that would lead someone to believe the lingerie we were buying wasn't just for Her.  

But i suppose the biggest giveaways were the fact that the matching lingerie we purchased was in two different sizes and colors and that i paid for it with my own gift card that i had to retrieve from my wallet.  Diane made contact with the sales lady and just smiled.  Naturally i carried the pink VS bag throughout the mall, even at the sporting goods store where i bought some Pro V1 golf balls that were on sale.  Fortunately they don't come in pink!

But on Saturday, my humiliation was very different;  far more private, intimate, creative and loving....

"she's sucking on my toes" Diane told Paul, "and licking the soles of my feet."

Diane didn't put Paul on speaker.  i really couldn't make out what he was saying.  i could hear very few words and his part of the conversation was left to my vivid imagination.  But based upon Diane's actions and reactions to his words, it was easy to discern what he was telling Her.

Diane was laying across the bed on her stomach, her feet dangling in front of my face so that i could pay homage to Her feet.  i then heard Her say "Yes sir" and immediately after She began sucking Her thumb.  She wasn't sucking it like a baby but rather, making the same types of sounds i've heard before when She sucks Paul's cock.  There were some moans, more "yes sir's" and the like until She suddenly withdrew Her feet from the edge of the bed, and got in a doggy style position with Her ass pointed upwards.

There was another "Yes sir" then She spread Her legs, reached between them with Her free hand and began rubbing Her clitoris.  i stayed kneeling at the side of the bed suddenly removed from but yet so close to the action.  i didn't stay that way for long.

"Lick my ass" Diane told me, an obvious order from Paul as She continued to play with Herself.  Closer now, i could hear a bit more of what Paul was telling Her.  More than once he told Diane not to cum but rather to continue sucking His cock.  She appeared and sounded to be doing Her best to replicate the sounds She'd make when taking His cock.  As i buried my tongue in Her bottom, the sounds were realistic in my opinion and very arousing.

i could sense that Diane was close to cumming despite Paul's admonitions and warnings not to.  Eventually, She couldn't help it and climaxed.  Her ass bucked back and forth and up and down before She collapsed flat on the bed.  i fell with Her and continued licking.

She apologized to Paul for cumming too soon.  i heard him say something about Her being punished.  She giggled and seemed an all-too-willing subject for such punishment.

Reflecting on the short session i did have some disappointment since i wasn't allowed to worship Diane like i normally do.  But the more i thought about it i believe my actions still played an important role in Her pleasure.  Paul's words and tone of voice, Diane's own manipulation of Her privates and my oral devotion to Her beautiful bottom may not have each equally contributed Her orgasm.  There was little doubt however that She enjoyed the combination.

As for me, even though i didn't hear everything i loved what i heard.  And the sights were absolutely stunning.

love,

sissy terri


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