To Wong Fu Thanks For Everything Julie Newmar

We've had to watch about every drag movie from Some Like It Hot to Tootsie to Wong Fu. I thought that the wedding reminded me a lot of To Wong Fu. The reason is that we were so nervous that at the reception, we sort of became the party. I don't know exactly how many of the guest new we were guys and how many didn't, and a wedding that's got a large contingent of hair stylists isn't going to be the most anti-crossdressing crowd out there, but there were aunts and grandmas and uncles who met us and were at ease and fascinated. I guess having Colleen on my arm made me less self-conscious than the others in frocks.

One of the best parts of the wedding events for me was meeting Wendy's sister Jackie. Jackie is a high school student and at first I know Wendy had worries about how she would interact with us, but I think she was more interested in the fact we were in college than the fact we were in heels. She was just so enthusiastic and interested about everything. I think I was the dancing queen of the wedding. I danced with at least a dozen people of all ages, sizes, and genders.

Somebody asked me when the date for my release was coming up. After all, I started this only about 4 months after Jill. I have no illusions. That day is not coming for me as long as I date Colleen. If we break up, I'll probably get more freedom, but I really hope that doesn't happen. Knock on wood, we're doing great.
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Another Little Black Dress

I wear things besides little black dresses, I really do. Things with Colleen and I are going much better. We had a heart to heart and I know where things stand. I can't help, but feel a bit sorry for Katie and Xiu as though I love her to death, I know just how devious Colleen can be and they do seem dead set on not only feminizing Katie, but also punishing Xiu. Jill and I had to kiss and make out some, but Xiu and Katie have taken it to a whole nother level.

Wendy's wedding is coming soon and I'm scared to death about this. Her wedding is going to be very nontraditional, but families and such will be there. Within a week or so, Wendy wants us to come in so she can practice our wedding hair styles. This is going to be one bizarre bachelorette party I can say that.

One person asked about passing as a male--I can do it, but it takes a lot of work. I don't have to do it much fortunately. It's very weird to be in this situation, but I hope to eventually be in a situation like Jill is. She looks male all the time now, except when she dresses up and while she might not be quite as pretty as she was when she did it full time--she's still a very hot woman.
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Am I Crazy to be Jealous of Katie

The first six months of being a sissy were the hardest part. My God, every time I turned around, I felt like I was losing the final scrap of my masculinity only to lose another scrap the next day. Katie, like my beginnings, is not thrilled be be undergoing this transformation, but feels powerless to stop it. So why do I feel jealous?

Colleen had a talk with me before she even began dressing Katie and told me that we filled two different roles. I was her lover, her girlfriend, and at times her boyfriend. Katie was her doll and a chance to do something she's really wanted to since she found out about her brother--feminize a guy. I was pretty much already a finished product when we met.

Still, seeing her all excited about Colleen, is giving me those feelings an older sibling gets when a new baby is born. Colleen is so excited about Katie. I hope when things calm down, it'll be a bit different. I got a lot of questions last time so I thought I'd go through them.

Katy Perry - Very hot in my opinion. Very bland music that I neither hate nor love. I think her look is part of where Colleen came up with the name Katie from.

Chastity - I haven't been in it in a while except as an occasional punishment. It was really uncomfortable. It served Colleen's purpose though of reminding me who controlled me completely.

Moisturizer - Clinique Moisture Surge Extended Thirst Relief. Clinique counters are everywhere.

24/7 - Not quite, but 21/7 I'd guess. I am able to look like a guy, but it does take more work than looking like girl does now. I think this is a place where both Colleen and I are happy. Unable to look like a guy is not something I'd be happy with, but she likes that it's work for me.

Breast Forms - They're pricey for the good ones http://www.thebreastformstore.com/breast-forms-store-gold-seal.aspx
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Colleen is Such a Kink

Colleen is such a kink. I don't think she can help herself. That day that I came to the realization that the more feminine I was the more excited she was. It's weird because she had absolutely nothing to do with the decision to feminize her brother in the first place--though she certainly approved. While Jill has basic freedom to dress how she wants, if Colleen is around, she'll assert her authority to send him back into a dress. Oscar night, she came over and we all found ourselves digging out our closest approximations to Hollywood glamour to watch the show, while she sat there in jeans smiling the whole time. Aaron has become a new favorite target of hers and while he's not technically being feminized, she has no trouble using her authority over him to torment him. I asked her what drew her to putting guys in dresses and she told me she loved the power most, but the fact she had such a hottie for a boyfriend had benefits too before kissing me square on my lipsticked mouth. Yep, she's a kink alright.
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Winter Formal

Valentines Day went great and although my present was not something I would have picked out for myself, the time we spent together that evening was incredible. I have agreed to go with Cindy to a Winter Formal Dance her dorm is having. The problem is she doesn't want me to be her date. She's been asked by a guy in her dorm and wants me to go with a guy as well. This relationship is strange, but I can't deny it is exciting at times too.

The snow is just about gone, which is pretty amazing considering how much we have had. There is nothing I dislike more than thigh high snow. Wet pantyhose and cold feet aren't fun for anybody. We never get 3 day weekends, but we do have President's Day off on Monday. I really want to get a good 12 hours sleep and I'll be running like crazy all weekend. 3 parties and some serious maid work for one of the parties. Sunday night I will be sleeping real soundly I think.
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Colleenn's Valentines Day Gift

I went and got a professional photograph taken for Colleen for Valentines Day. It was actually her idea. That's what she said she wanted. The problem is since she's still living in the dorms, we have it hanging at my place until she gets an apartment next year. She was beside herself over the picture, so I guess it had it's desired effect, which is awesome, but it's still weird trying to be more feminine to impress her. She is always appreciative of my efforts so I'm not going to question it, though Jill is starting to wonder about her sister's fascination. Without the dressing, just dating your roommate's younger sister is strange. I do still have the tan lines, but they're fainter and I believe they were airbrushed out. I hope everybody has a good Valentines Day.
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We're In the Army Now

I got a call last night from Wendy's maid of honor. She's another hair stylist and they've apparently known each other forever. Gina immediately laid down the law to me that I was a very lucky guy to be chosen to be a bridesmaid and that this was Wendy's special day--all about her not me. I told her right off that I didn't even really want to do this so I would do nothing to put the spot light on me. Rather, than putting her mind at ease, she was not happy to hear me say that. After I was done pulling my foot from my mouth, I could tell I made a bad first impression and worse, I had made a bad first impression for Amber and Jill as well.

She was calling to make sure we could come to try on bridesmaids dresses today and none of us had a very legitimate reason not to so we agreed. I actually do like Wendy, but this just seems so ludicrous to me. Anyway, Gina insisted that we be dressed elegantly and femininely to shop because while she had seen pictures of us and knew we could pass, she wanted to see just what she had to work with.

I can see why Wendy picked Gina as her maid of honor. Gina is extremely demanding and if anything isn't perfect at the wedding, Wendy will not have to to worry because Gina will take care of it. I never thought I'd be trying on bridesmaid dresses like this, but I imagine Jill was even more shocked as she has been given her freedom already.
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New Years

Sorry, it has taken me a long time between postings. We're all supposed to have New Years pictures up by the end of the week, but there were very few good pictures of me that showed off my dress. Most pictures of me were either closeups or pictures of me dancing, that didn't really give a good view. This picture is with a guy that was not my date, but was far more interested in me. He had no idea of my true gender and he was a bit drunk. Colleen was definitely getting a kick out of watching me fend him off. New Year's was pretty wild. We hit a few parties and I guess I managed to get into character enough. Yeah, I kissed a guy at midnight and it was one of those pseudo-romantic cliche big kisses, but in the early morning hours I was with Colleen and that was no cliche.
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