Sissy Notes

It's been a few days since i've posted.  A busy weekend filled with housework and some travel early this week because of my part-time consulting job has kept me very busy.  When all the traditional "women's" work in a household falls on your shoulders, there's usually not much free time.

i'm not sure what Diane's plans are to meet with Brian this week while i'm away or, perhaps She doesn't even have any.  She's continuing to keep me in the dark about when they meet until the very last moment possible if that's necessary or, after the fact whenever She can. 

Diane is also a little bit upset because i haven't updated the blog format like She insisted a few weeks ago.  i wrote about it in this post, but haven't gotten it done yet.  My delay has led Her to tell me that if She "...was into corporal punishment, you'd be in for quite the beating.  Instead, I'll have to think of some other punishment.   Keep in mind that the longer you delay, the more severe it will be."

i started to update the blog's format twice, but made a few mistakes and didn't have the time to start over.  i promised Her to get it done as soon as possible, especially with some unknown punishment hovering over my head.  Diane is not into the physical aspects of Dominance very much, but certainly has the potential to be very creative when dealing out Her own form of discipline.

i'm tentatively supposed to play golf with Jake on Friday.  He was so pleased with the way things went the last time we played and he got to meet Diane, he now thinks it might be a good idea for me to meet his wife Nancy!  He might think it's a good idea but i'm a little nervous.  i'm sure it will be fine being introduced as a golfing friend and it will help make getting together for future dates easier.

Finally, i thought my readers might enjoy this little article and video clip since you all know how important i think it is for sissies to learn how to put on a bra properly:

How to Put on a Bra: A Video Tutorial

Also, the star of the video is my kind of woman!

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A Boy and his Bra

i can't say for sure, but i probably have a greater fascination with bras than most crossdressers.  It hasn't always been that way.  Like most cd's or tv's growing up, panties were the object of my desire and the easiest things to sneak away and even wear on rare occasions!

i remember sneaking my sister's bra out of her drawer when no one was home and discovering how difficult it was to put on.  By the time i had the courage to try and wear it, my sister had graduated from training bras and the larger cup sizes had me fantasizing about what it would feel like to have small budding breasts!  Later, during one of my more daring "searches" i came across an older white training bra of hers and decided to see if she would miss it.  i hid it in a secret hiding place in the attic and no one ever found out about it.

i've also written about how i've become rather skilled at putting on a bra as well as taking it off.  These two posts (here and here) discuss the progress i've made in large part because of Diane's insistence that i practice.  Since then, Diane's also mentioned what appears to her to be my infatuation with brassieres.  Yesterday, She stated that She wants me to wear one all the time while i'm at home, and to start going out in public with one as much as possible.  "Doesn't it make you feel more feminine" She asked me? It certainly does.

The brassiere isn't something that remains out of sight as easily as so many other items of feminine clothing.  Panties, pantyhose, thigh highs, even corsets can be worn much more discreetly than a bra.  In addition, the tightness of a bra around your chest is a feeling that is with you the entire time it's on.  It's hard to forget you're wearing it.

Late yesterday afternoon, Diane decided that it was time to get intimate and sent me upstairs to get a few things ready.  i was to strip down to just my bra and nothing else and get her strap-on ready.  Once the strap-on was secured onto Her, She also was wearing nothing but Her own bra.  After the foreplay, i found myself on all fours with Diane behind me, teasing me with the tip of Her rubber cock while She gently touched my bra.

Once She was firmly inside of me and stroking back and forth, She ran Her hands over the straps of my bra, even snapping them back in a teasing sort of way.  "You love wearing a bra don't you sissy?" She asked me as She leaned over and stroked me.  i came instantly, once again exhibiting little if any self control.  It was an awesome feeling!

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Dressing Like a Lady

When compared to men's, women's clothing is much more complicated and difficult to put on.  No wonder women (and crossdressers) take so much longer to get ready.  In a previous post, I wrote about the difficulties I used to have with putting on my bras, and how Diane used to make me practice in front of her until I became an "expert" at it.  There are still times when I struggle, but those times are very rare and they usually come with a brand new bra that I'm not used to.

Bras aren't the only thing that's difficult to put on.  Another example are dresses, particularly fitted ones, that have zippers in the back.  I can't remember how many times I got myself tied up like a pretzel before finally getting the darned thing zipped all the way up to the top.  I am in good shape and fairly nimble, but a contortionist I'm not!  Just like I've done for Diane many times since we've been married, she now reciprocates and  sometimes helps "zip me up!"

Regular button down shirts are another item that still feel awkward because the buttons are reverse from men's shirts.  I suppose if I grew up buttoning all my shirts that way it would come more naturally, but it still seems a little awkward.  I wonder who decided ladies' shirts should be made this way and why?  Since I've been dressing at home all the time and become Diane's "wife", more and more of my shirts are in a women's style.  I wear them like I would any other shirt and even with male slacks or shorts.  I doubt anyone ever really notices the difference!

Men's clothes on the other hand are incredibly simple to put on.  No zippers in the back, buttons that you can fasten in no time and nothing like brassieres to deal with.

Corsets????  Well that's a whole other story!  I have a couple and have become quite adept at tightening them so that I have a very nice hourglass figure.  Naturally, when Diane laces me it helps reduce my waist even more.  But then again, corsets have this erotic allure about them don't they?  I think everyone would agree they're best enjoyed in the company of another!

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Wearing a Bra - A Femine Feeling

For most sissies, I think their first fascination with crossdressing involves panties. Panties are also probably the most popular item that helps symbolize or reinforce a Femdom/sub sissy male relationship.   Phrases like "She keeps me in panties 24/7..." are very popular when people describe such things. 

I'm no different.  I owned many pairs of panties before I got my own bra, and that bra was"outnumbered" by the various styles of panties I  had for many, many years.  As my cd fetish and submission to Diane evolved into a lifestyle, more bras were added and I was made to wear them more often. 

Today, they are part of my everyday wear.  This morning while getting dressed, I thought about the first time I wore one, and how difficult it was to put on.  That first time, I was alone and just couldn't get the darned thing hooked in the back.  I finally decided to hook it together before putting it on and slid it over my head and shoulders and finally got it adjusted correctly.  My struggle that day was far from feminine in appearance!

Fast forward to when Diane became more "interested" in what I was wearing and the brassiere became a required piece of clothing for me.  When that time came, I was not much more skilled at putting this lovely piece of women's wear on.  The solution:  Practice, practice, practice.  One evening, in the middle of our living room, Diane made me stand in front of her with several different bras and made me practice putting them on like a woman would.  I struggled immensely and my frustrations showed. 

Diane would just giggle and tell me to start over.  Once I would get one bra "hooked on" I was given another to try.  This went on for hours, until I got it just right.  I got the hang of it and by the end of the practice session, was slipping the bras on just like a woman.

This morning as I slipped on the bra I'm wearing while looking in the mirror, I realized just how feminine I look while doing it.  It's all the result of that initial practice session, and all the practice I've gotten since then.

kisses....sissy terri

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