3/24/12

Tightlacing

I've owned several corsets.  They're an interesting piece of clothing; filled with sensuality and eroticism.  For a time, Diane even enjoyed wearing one to accentuate her already beautiful figure.  She doesn't do so any more, but enjoys lacing me sometimes.

When I first started wearing a corset, she would lace me up for a few hours each day until I became accustomed to it.  I also lost a few pounds and the corseting got my waist to an unbelievably small number!  I have a 31 inch waist and at times, Diane has reduced it to 22 inches with some very, very tight lacing.  That may seem extreme, but for those who have worn corsets before, you know that it isn't impossible. 

Diane decided to lace me today.  I'm wearing a rather plain underbust corset and my waist is "only" reduced to about 24 or 25 inches.  Better than the 22" so I can do housework more easily.  On average I wear a corset 20 to 30 hours per week.  Looks like today is going to be an all day thing!

The restrictive feeling of the corset provides me with a simultaneous feeling of submissiveness and femininity.  It's a special feeling for someone like me.
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3/23/12

A Cuckold's Emotions

I couldn't wait for Diane to get home last night.  I could tell from her voice earlier that she was in a very playful and loving mood when she told me to look sexy for her when she got home.  As much as I went back and forth on what to wear for her, I realize that she would have loved anything I had chosen.

The short nightie I chose, sort of a babydoll style with matching panties was accompanied by some white thigh high stockings with bows on them.  The nightie was a pastel yellow and the thigh highs were white.  I put a white pearl necklace on as well and some white heels.

When Diane walked through the door, she raised her eyebrows, smiled and let out a sexy cat whistle!  "Don't we look pretty tonight" she said.  She put her things down and took me in her arms as we kissed softly.   The kiss was one that revealed her intentions:  she wanted to make love to me, and she wanted me to please her.

She chose to make love to me first, and it was as emotionally satisfying an experience as I've had in many months.  She knows what I enjoy, and I was soon on my back at the edge of the bed with my nighty pulled up to reveal my smooth chest, while Diane slid her strap-on into me like an expert.  She touched my cock softly as I got more excited and milked me to a beautiful orgasm.  I licked my juices from her fingers as she fed me. 

Diane allowed me to relax for a few minutes as she lay on top of me, her smooth breasts against my own.  We kissed passionately, and soon I was pleasing her like I always do.  Her orgasm was a powerful one.  She moaned more than usual and squeezed my head so hard I thought I might pass out.  Lovingly, she thanked me for being so attentive to her.  The evening seemed absolutely perfect.

After changing so that I could prepare some dinner for her, I poured her a glass of white wine and she relaxed in the den while I went about my chores.  I could hear her on the phone a couple of times on different calls.   Her phone rang once and I realized she was talking to Brian.  She talked with him for about 15 minutes and as she headed into the kitchen I heard her say it was time for dinner and she was looking forward to next week.

We made some small talk at dinner and she once again told me how pretty I looked when she got home and how enjoyable the evening was.  I asked her when she was seeing Brian again and she told me that plan was for them to get together next Wednesday, probably around mid afternoon.  What she said next wasn't necessarily a surprise, but just the same it set my emotions on a roller coaster ride once again.

"I'd like to meet him here.  The hotel thing is pretty risky for both of us.  Too many people around her know the both of us and we don't want to risk it."

I hesitated and said "Okay."

"You'd have to disappear for three or four hours that afternoon.  I told him Wednesday would work because you're usually out on Wednesdays playing golf and not back until dinner time.  I used that to convince him it was safe to be here.  It would be even better if I told him you were out of town."

So many thoughts plowed through my brain at one time.  Many of them questions to myself.  I wondered if Diane, when she had an affair many years ago, had brought a man home to sleep in our bed?  As an "open cuckold" now, does another man sleeping in the marital bed make it more official?  Why was I aroused yet feeling down at the same time?

"Just say I'm out of town.  I'll find something to do" I said. 

She came over, kissed me and gave me a loving hug.   "I still love you and always will you know."

"I know you do" I told her.

The humiliation that comes with letting another man make love to my wife in our bed is going to be with me before it even happens. 
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3/22/12

Feeling Femme and Pretty

Diane's been working quite a few hours each day this week and it's made my days longer while waiting for her to get home.  I've spent a little more time at the gym each day and caught up with all the housework.  Our house is neat as a pin and I take plenty of pride in it.  Rarely do I disappoint Diane in that category. 

I have to tell you a funny little story about something that happened at the gym today.  Diane and I both belong to one of these 24-hour gyms that are accessible around the clock to members only with a keyfob.  It's only staffed certain hours of the day with trainers or managers so that prospective members can come in for information and to get a quick tour of the place.

As I was working out this morning, one of the trainer managers was giving some guy a tour and explaining each piece of equipment, how to use it and what it's intended to do.  He came to one piece that is supposed to work on your hamstrings and firm up your gluteous maximums (your buttocks). 

He kind of went over it real quickly saying to the gentleman "This machine helps firm up your butt.  It's used mostly by women, but once and awhile you see a man on it." He then moved over to the next machine.  That one little moment made me feel more feminine.  I use the machine ever day!

On another note, today's little dilemma for me is a nice one.  Diane called and said she'd had enough with work this week and was leaving work by 4:30 PM come hell or high water.  She also told me to be wearing something sexy to greet her when she arrived. 

I just have to decide if I want to get totally spiffed up in a sexy looking dress, jewelry, etc. or cut right to the chase and greet her in sexy nightgown or lingerie only.  Since short nighties like babydolls are my favorite, I think I'm going to opt for the latter and hope for the best!
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3/21/12

Babydolls & Coffee

I love lounging around in the morning in either a silky bathrobe or better yet, in just my nightie while enjoying a cup or two of coffee.  When Diane is off to the office early, I sometimes just take it easy for a few hours before I start my wifely duties.  I just wish I could find a pair of babydolls exactly like these!

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3/19/12

A Cuckold Shopping Trip

When we returned from shopping late yesterday afternoon I went about preparing dinner for Diane and I, thinking about what had transpired just hours before.  The shopping trip was different than any other I had ever been on with my wife.  To get straight to the point, Diane made me pick out something for her to wear the next time she sees Brian.  It was more than a request and took me totally by surprise.

Diane is a very clever woman who is a master planner when it comes to getting things done, coordinating projects and controlling situations.  The first few stores we stopped in yesterday and the errands we did set the tone for a relaxing afternoon where we were having fun and the conversation was flowing rather freely.  She seemed very content and I was happy.

She said she wanted to buy me something different.  I've gone out dressed as a woman several times with Diane but only when we've been away on a vacation or traveling away from home.  We haven't done it in nearly a year and Diane thought we should plan a few days away in late spring and go somewhere where I could go out dressed.  She wanted to buy me something for the trip.  The whole idea got me really excited and in an even better mood.  Together we chose a lovely white silk long sleeved blouse and a pair of tight fitting black slacks.  She even promised to buy me a new pair of heels to match.  The thought of planning the upcoming trip, the new clothes and how I would be trying them on when I got home had me on cloud nine.

Then came the surprise.

"I want you to do something for me" she said.

"You know I'll do anything for you" I said, still so happy as I carried the bag with my new clothing.

"I want to wear something new and special the next time I'm with Brian.  He gave me a general idea of what he'd like to see me in, and after I share that with you, I want you to pick out something pretty for me to wear."

As we walked through the mall I felt my heart beat somewhat irregularly for a moment or two.  It was one of Diane's perfectly choreographed moments of ultimate control.  She had set this up just right and here I was, in the middle of the mall just a short distance from the Victoria's Secret store, not the best location to discuss the matter.

"He liked the black lingerie I was wearing the other day but he confessed that he loves the very feminine type lingerie.  Almost like a little girl look.  Maybe something pink, short, ruffly and lacy.  You know what I mean."

I knew exactly what she meant.  It was a style of lingerie and nightgowns I myself loved so much.

"Will you do that for me sweetie?" she asked so coyly.

"I will" I said before my mind could process the significance of what was about to take place.

Nothing was said until we reached the store where she told me to go find something while she browsed.  She wanted to pick up some lotions there as well.  "If you find something, bring it to me and I'll let you know what I think."

I tried to look inconspicuous as I looked for something that I thought might fit the description she gave me.  I felt as if all eyes were on me.  I was approached twice by sales clerks asking if they could help.  I wanted Diane to eventually come to see me and ask me how I was doing, but I also knew that wasn't going to happen.  She was going to wait until I selected something and brought it over to her for approval.  I also wondered how many times she'd make me run through the exercise.  I decided it was best to just get on with it.

Much to my surprise, the first thing I chose met with her approval.  "I think Brian's going to love that!" she exclaimed a little louder than I would have liked.  I know I liked it.  It was a pink babydoll that had an open front with a pretty satin bow and padded push ups that made it very young looking.  It would more than accentuate Diane's nice breasts.   The shoulder straps were adjustable and it came with a matching bikini.  "I think it's beautiful" she said again, obviously pleased with my choice.

The search for her special outfit completed, I paid for the purchase while she continued to browse.  When I was done, she told me to wait outside the store for her while she picked up the lotions she was looking for and a couple of bras she had selected that were on sale.  Our shopping and errands complete, we made our way to the car with our bags.

On the way home Diane thanked me for what I had done.  She took my hand and put in between her thighs.  They felt so warm.  As soon as we got home, we went upstairs where I got between her legs and licked her to a very quick orgasm.  I was surprised at how wet she was when I started.  I guess the shopping trip had aroused her quite a bit.
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3/18/12

Rainy Sunday = Shopping

It's a rainy Sunday here so Diane is in one of her shopping moods.  No March Madness for me until later this afternoon.  I've learned to be agreeable and the afternoon should be worthwhile.  She's promised that we'll do a little shopping for me as well.  There was a little wink of the eye when she said it.

Diane used to tease me about how nice it was to be married to a crossdresser because she had access to more clothes.  Even though she's several inches shorter than I am, there are some things which we can definitely share because I'm pretty slim and work hard to stay in good shape, weighing myself every day to make sure I'm not slipping up.  

One item that we definitely can't share and I wish we could is shoes.  I swear Diane has more shoes than any woman I know.  Even her friends tease her about the number of pairs of shoes she has.  My size 9 1/2 feet certainly don't fit in anything she owns.  Shoes are definitely the most difficult thing for a TV to shop for.  If anyone has any tips, ideas or suggestions do let me know.

My "period" is almost over and maybe we can buy something for me to wear the next time she makes love to me.  Some "fuck me" heels would be nice!
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3/17/12

March Madness for Sissies

I played soccer, basketball and baseball in high school and was just an average athlete.  There were no dreams of college level athletics, but it was fun while it lasted.  Like all my other male friends in high school, I had more than a passing interest in the team's cheerleaders.  However, my interests went beyond the regular active hormonal activity that focuses on sex alone.  I also had a high level of interest in their cheerleader uniforms, in particular the panties that went with the outfits.

By the time I was enrolled in our city's largest parochial high school, I think even the Catholic administrators had given up their fight to keep hemlines short and cheerleader uniforms anything but provocative.   The slightest movement by the cheerleaders revealed one beautiful bottom after another encased in panties that matched the uniform.  I got benched more than once for roving eyes during an important time out called by my coach, accused of not paying attention.  I wouldn't say it was always worth it, but at worst it was a fair trade off.

It wasn't until I was a senior in high school that I got my hands on a pair of those special panties.  It was the first time I ever stole anything.  They belonged to a neighbor of mine and I was friends with her brother.  One day, we were in the basement of their home looking some misplaced ski poles we would need for the next day's ski trip.  I spotted the pair of panties in a laundry basket that contained some clean and folded laundry.  I slipped them into the pocket of my jeans at the first possible opportunity.

Even though I suffered guilt feelings about what I had done for a long time, I cherished those panties so much.  The fact that the panties were Claire's was a turn of for me.  Clair was a sophomore and had I not had a regular girlfriend at the time, I certainly would have asked her out.  She was very, very pretty.  Of course, I was also turned on by wearing the panties, fantasizing would it would be like to be one of the cheerleaders.

The March Madness games always provide plenty of excitement for millions of fans.  The cheerleaders (and their uniforms) are fun to look at too!
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