O/our Nighties

i've been quite busy this week but fortunately not so busy that i can't be here this afternoon when Paul and Diane arrive.  i've followed yesterday's instructions and selected a sexy nighty for Diane to wear and a pair of babydolls for myself.

Diane's nighty isn't the sexiest but it's one of Her favorite colors and one that She hinted at strongly this morning as being a preference.  It's one that i bought for Her years ago, made of lovely satin and a deep red.  She's always loved it.  That just adds to the excitement, eroticism and humiliation now that she'll be wearing it for Paul.

my own selection is a cute pink babydoll with a lace bodice and a flouncy and flared bottom.  It comes with a cute little G-string style panty which, when covering my chastity device will serve absolutely no purpose at all.  Just another tinge of humiliation there.

The two nighties are laid out on the bed and just waiting to be put to use.  Good use i hope, still wondering what my role will be this afternoon. 

After yesterday's post i got a lovely email from a longtime online friend i've mentioned before.  i call him "Big Dave" and well....he's a real man who i've always had a "sissy crush" on.  He teases me as good as, or better than anyone i know, with the exception of Diane of course.  Big Dave is sexy, dominant, romantic, ruggedly handsome and well....well....big.  You know, well hung.

Every time Big Dave writes to me, he sends my sissy head swooning with his sexy little notes.  Yesterday was no different.  Big Dave really enjoyed the lavender babydoll i posted, but had some sissy suggestions for me....

Sweet sissy 

That lavender nightie is darling.  Hope you have some matching waist high panties to match.  I'm not a fan of tiny panties on sissies.  That nightie cries out for some high waisted 60s style sleeping panties, bubble panties? Love the look of a tiny tucked sissy way down in her panties.  Really don't have any reason to work the front of those panties down anyway, do we sissy?

Might have to have you work with a seamstress to get it right... Take the nightie with you so they match.  

Kiss

Big Dave

 See what i mean?

Wish me luck this afternoon.  i want to be a good sissy cuckold.  

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Clothes for Cuckolding

Paul visits tomorrow.  i'm here too and there seems like little to get in the way this week of his and Diane's regular meeting.  i have lots to do but i will be getting most of it done while at home.  i may not have that much time for longer posts, but Diane has already told me to make myself "totally available between the hours of 3 and 5 PM" on Wednesday.  No telecoms with clients or any other interruptions.

There were other instructions also.  "Pick out a cute negligee for me to wear tomorrow and one for you as well.  Make yours a babydoll" She said.

The simple instructions have raised my excitement level tremendously.  i now can't wait for tomorrow, even though i still feel nervous and anxious about it.  i still don't know what, if anything, they have planned for me.  But just the idea of selecting something pretty for both of us to wear is very arousing to me.

It makes me think about how important clothing and dressing are to a sissy cuckold when it comes to
pleasing the Wife.  It's almost priority number one.  For the wife, at least in Diane's case though She does dress sexy for Paul, i don't think there's nearly as much thought about what to wear when they get together with their lovers.  The sex is far more important to them.

For this cuckold, the sex wouldn't be nearly as exciting if i weren't dressed properly!

love,

sissy terri

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Pretty Babydoll Pajamas

Babydoll pajamas - they're my favorite.  i've always had a thing for them.  It all started at a very early age when i first caught a glimpse of them on my older sister.  Do you think she ever knew that i would sneak them out of her room when no one was around and wear them?

i wear babydoll pajamas to bed almost every night.  And even though our daughters are here for Easter (leaving later today) that didn't stop me from sleeping in some pretty pink babydolls.  There's plenty of privacy in our master bedroom and no risk of being caught.

After all, wouldn't you sleep better in something this pretty?

i know you would :)

love,

sissy terri

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Babydoll Fantasies

My fondness for babydoll pajamas began many years ago when i spotted a pair of my sister's that she had bought to attend a pajama party.  When i saw them i wanted nothing more than to wear them and eventually i did.  Unbeknownst to her or anyone else in the house.  At that time, those babydoll pajamas were the most beautiful and feminine things i'd ever seen.

This fondness got stronger and i guess you can say it grew to an obsession.  The majority of my early fantasies involved my wearing babydoll pajamas.  As my fantasy repertoire expanded, other items of feminine finery were added to the mix, but throughout the years, the babydoll always held a prominent place.

i thought of this as i slept in my flowered babydolls last night, one of two pairs i brought along on my trip.  i'm not sure how many pairs i have at home.  Suffice to say i have many.

Anyways, i was just thinking......

Don't you wish babydoll pajamas grew on trees?

If they did, i would plant an orchard!

love,

sissy terri

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"Pack Something Pretty"

i wasn't able to watch the Super Bowl yesterday.  Not because of any disciplinary action that Diane imposed upon me or because of some kinky sissy cuckold deprivation measure that Paul might have imposed.  No, nothing like that.  Instead it was a very vanilla reason.

Diane and i were traveling all day to attend to a family related matter this week that happened suddenly.  We're fine and will be headed back home later this week.  So, as the exciting game was being played we were somewhere up in the skies until we landed at our destination well after the game had ended.

"Sissies shouldn't be allowed to watch Super Bowls" Diane teased me while on one of the flights.  "Instead, they should serve at all the parties on Super Bowl Sunday."  She had a point.

Diane's post on Saturday morning shocked me.  It came out of the blue and was an honest reflection of Her disappointment in me.  She was up early and headed to the office to get some things taken care of before we left yesterday.  i was still in bed when She posted on the blog.  Going to the office also gave Her an opportunity to see Paul before we left.

She returned by mid afternoon in a much better mood.  Later, i found out that Her cheery state was at least in part caused by some time spent with Paul.  She made it a point to announce that She'd enjoyed an orgasm (from his effective digital stimulation) when they were together in his office.  "I'll have to start letting you know about the orgasms I have when you're not around if you're going to keep track of them on the chastity report starting tomorrow."  February 1 is the date She wants me to start counting orgasms for each of us on the report.

Diane remained in a better mood for the remainder of the day.  Later that night after we'd taken out the luggage for our trip Diane reminded me to "pack something pretty to sleep in."  She didn't have to remind me, but it was nice to hear Her say it.

With a little more authority, She also made it clear that the CB-3000 would be coming along for the trip.  "Leave it on tonight, take it off tomorrow and put it in the piece of luggage we're checking" She said.

The CB-3000 arrived safely.  It doesn't appear the TSA officials snooped through the luggage either :)

Perhaps they would have been surprised but maybe not.  i'm sure they've seen all types of sexual devices and toys over the years.

However, they couldn't have helped but fall in love with the pretty babydoll pajamas i packed!

love,

sissy terri

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Sissy Memories

In 1993, the last Sears Catalog was produced.  It certainly marked the end of an era and the dawn of a new one.  The early 90''s will be remembered as the time when the internet just took off and changed the way individuals and organizations conducted commerce and communicated with each other.  The "Mother of all Catalogs" had ceased to exist, only to be replaced by smaller and more specialized catalogs and online merchants.  

Today, there is nothing that you could buy in the old Sears Catalog that isn't available online.  And that's especially true of the merchandise we sissies were most interested in when the Sears Catalog arrived in our mailboxes when we were growing up.  The vintage/retro website Found in Mom's Basement refers to it this way:  Underwear catalog photos: boys' porn from the 1960's.

i was still young in the 1960's but it was in the latter part of that decade that the big catalog that sat in the magazine rack in our den began to interest me.  i couldn't explain why at the time, but i was just as attracted to the section that had pictures of women in bras, slips and panties as i was to those that
had baseball gloves and fishing poles. 

As i entered puberty the catalog became my favorite after-school reading on those days when i'd get home from school and the house was empty.  My older sisters, engaged in some type of extracurricular activity, weren't around to even notice that i might have borrowed a pair of their panties to use as a pretty prop as i perused the lingerie pages of my new favorite book.

In some ways i considered myself very fortunate.  In addition to the typical porn my friends and i were fascinated with, for instance old Playboy or Penthouse magazines their fathers had hidden in the basement somewhere, i had the added benefit of this book that made me feel so good and was also readily available to me.  The book was as easily accessible as the TV Guide, sitting there in plain view for everyone to see.

 Though i loved all the pictures in the lingerie section of the catalog, i certainly had my favorites.  To begin with anything in a pretty pastel color immediately caught my eye.  Black lingerie has always been considered sexy and seductive but for this sissy, it just wasn't girly enough.  All pastels were so much prettier to me, and pink quickly became my favorite and remains so to this day.

i also fell in love with slips.  They were more popular back then and my mom had plenty of them.  Most were in white, but she also had a gorgeous pink full slip that fit me very well.  i loved the feeling of the straps on my shoulders and the lace front bodice that covered my make believe breasts.  It seemed so much naughtier wearing mom's slip than my sisters.  i was extra careful whenever i would sneak out that piece of clothing!

But i think all of you know my favorite piece of lingerie.  Yes, there is nothing like a beautiful pair of babydoll pajamas, and the Sears Catalog never failed to disappoint when it came to those.  They became the first things i would look for when the new catalog arrived. 

The only disappointment came when there was a babydoll featured that absolutely adored and it wasn't featured in my favorite color.  The fact that it was "also available in pink" did little to alleviate my disappointment.  Somehow, i still managed to find enjoyment from the baby blue babydoll that sometimes adorned the pages i frequented so often.


The first babydoll i ever tried on belonged to my oldest sister.  It had a yellow and white  checkered pattern with a lace bib front that had a cute white bow in the middle.  The panty was checkered also and it had matching white lace around the leg openings.  My sister had bought it for a pajama party she'd gone to and i only remember seeing her wear it one other time.  It was my stroke of luck that it wasn't one of her favorites.  She didn't take it with her when she left for college.  i made sure i took good care of it while she was away.

i spent many an afternoon cuddled up in that babydoll and with the Sears Catalog, lost in the many sissy fantasies they stoked so well together.

love,

sissy terri

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Fascinated with Femininity

By the time this post goes up, Diane and i will hopefully be on our second run of the day up at the Snow Bowl.  This is the busiest week for ski resorts everywhere but for infrequent skiers like us it's just nice to be out there.

my time out of chastity while skiing has necessitated making up for it in other ways.  Diane's insisting i sleep with the CB-3000 and get into it immediately after my shower when we return from the slopes.  That's the difficult part.  Late yesterday afternoon after a fun afternoon in the snow, Diane was looking forward to some extensive body worship...and so was i. It's just that i had to do it while locked up and wearing the new pair of white ruffled panties Diane bought me from Amazon a few weeks ago :)

Both the chastity and the ruffled panties were Her idea. 

"I'm sorry I have to lock you up" She said, "but you're likely to squirt into your new panties and make a mess if I don't."  You can imagine what Her teasing did to me.  She continued....

"I know you're fascinated with feminine things, so consider the ruffled panties a treat" She laughed. 

Yes...i am fascinated with feminine things.  All kinds of feminine things.  As i worshiped Diane, i thought about so many of these things...corsets, petticoats, ruffles, wedding gowns, little girl outfits and more.  The idea of being dressed in such pretty things while locked and pleasing my Dominant Wife only made my imprisoned state that much harder to bare. 

Here are a few "feminine fascinations" that went through my mind last night!

A pretty pink babydoll of course...

And this gorgeous corset dress...

And layer upon layer of crinolines....

And finally, some cute heels, anklet socks and a pretty sissy bow in my hair.....

love,

sissy terri

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Pajama Party

All of my deep sissy fantasies don't necessarily involve sex.  Some are just girly things that i've never had a chance to experience.

One of these would be an old fashioned pajama party with other girls (or gurls)!  When i was younger, my older sisters would either have or attend these.  They didn't intrigue me until i got a little older and by then, their rooms were "off limits" to me and all i could hear was the laughing and giggling that went on.

As i grew older, i fantasized about what it would be like to be included or invited to these parties.  i'd fantasize about what i'd wear and what all the other girls would be wearing, what we'd talk about, the games we would play, etc.  i still fantasize about it.

i now wonder what a pajama party for sissies would be like?  Maybe i should throw one?  i wonder if Diane would let me?  Who would i invite?

Baby doll pajamas would be required!

love,

sissy terri

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Pretty Babydoll Pajamas

With vacation and escape from the summer heat on the agenda for the next couple of weeks, i thought i'd sprinkle in a few "pictorial posts" about some of my favorite things.

In between, i'm hoping that Diane will find the time to post a thought or two of Her own.  She's promised to do so, but Her enjoyment and relaxation on this vacation comes first.

So, here are some pictures from my tumblr blog of some adorable (in my opinion) babydoll pajamas....


This was my first babydoll tumblr post on May 3, 2012!

Then, just a few days later there was this cute little piece of sleepwear.....

Soon, i was on the lookout for babydoll pajama photos, especially those that brought back the memories of yesteryear.  This one had an obvious Valentine's Day theme, but i posted it in May anyway!

Even in black and white, these short little nighties are lovely to look at.  Here some might focus on the fishnets but not i, oh no not i!!!

And lastly, here's a beautiful piece of artwork featuring a sheer babydoll that just oozes femininity!

 

Is it really any wonder that most nights i like to go to bed early?

love,

sissy terri

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A Sissy Spanking

i had a wonderful afternoon with Jake on Friday.  It was the most relaxed we've been when together since we first met.  Trysts like ours (two married men getting together for sex) are usually accompanied with lots of anxiety and nervousness for obvious reasons.  It's also more difficult for the partner who's going to the other partner's home.  They can't experience the same level of security the other feels.  It's only natural.

Jake was here at our house on Friday afternoon.  His golf clubs for our Friday afternoon game never made it out of the trunk of his car.  Neither did mine.  Instead, we played other types of games.  Diane wasn't due home until around 7 PM and as the afternoon wore on, Jake seemed more and more comfortable.  He was more dominant as well.

Getting ready for his arrival had me in a high state of arousal.  i swear i came close to cumming just thinking about being feminine for him.  i wanted to surprise him , but couldn't decide what to wear to greet him.  i had bought a pretty powder blue babydoll set just like he wanted, but i didn't want to be wearing it right away.  Instead, i laid it out on the bed in a guest bedroom and thought i'd lead him by the hand into the bedroom and slip it on for him.

i changed into some cute white short shorts with pink panties underneath, a white bra and a sleeveless pink blouse.  i also wore a pair of heels, a cute faux pearl necklace, a short wig, light makeup and mascara and a hint of lip gloss. 

However, minutes before he was scheduled to arrive, i changed my mind!  i thought it over and felt he might be expecting me to be wearing the blue babydoll set, so i hurried to make the change.  i'm glad i did.

i answered the door wearing the babydoll pajamas, in heels, makeup, necklace and smiling at him with my pink pouty lips.  i could tell right away that i had pleased him.

"I'm happy you followed directions" he said, "otherwise I would have had to spank you."

He must have sensed a little disappointment in me because he quickly added that "I may decide to give you a sissy spanking anyway."   He immediately put me into femme subspace.

Submissive as i felt, i did take him by the hand and led him into the guest bedroom.  He took me in his arms and held me while he kissed me and told me to get him undressed.  With my clit throbbing n my panties, i tried to take my time while i undressed him, but wanted him naked quickly.  i kissed his chest when i took off his shirt.  i stroked and kissed his thighs when his pants came down.  i buried my face in his crotch and kissed his cock when i slid down his briefs.

He pushed me down on the bed and lay on top of me.  i wrapped my smooth legs around me as i felt his strong muscled chest against my smooth bosom.  "Soon, I hope you're ready to let me take you like a woman" he said.  i felt my heart flutter.  i was stunned.  Nervous and unsure about what to say, i waited a little and said "i'd love that."   Before i could say anything else, his massive cock was parting my lips.

We spent the afternoon in bed, talking in between bouts of sex.   There was also a little modeling for him.  When i told him how i had changed my mind about what to wear to greet him, he told me to put the original outfit on for him.  He liked it.  It's the outfit i wore for my spanking.

It's not the first time i found myself over a man's lap.  Ken had spanked me before but not that often.  Jake got into it.  It was more than a playful spanking.  i loved being told what a naughty girl i was.

When the spanking was over, i proved it by taking his beautiful cock in my mouth and swallowing every drop of his hot and loving cum.

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Bedtime for Sissies

Do you like this cute little babydoll nightie?  i just love it. 

Bedtime can be so much fun for a sissy like me!

Good night everyone.

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Feeling Femme and Pretty

Diane's been working quite a few hours each day this week and it's made my days longer while waiting for her to get home.  I've spent a little more time at the gym each day and caught up with all the housework.  Our house is neat as a pin and I take plenty of pride in it.  Rarely do I disappoint Diane in that category. 

I have to tell you a funny little story about something that happened at the gym today.  Diane and I both belong to one of these 24-hour gyms that are accessible around the clock to members only with a keyfob.  It's only staffed certain hours of the day with trainers or managers so that prospective members can come in for information and to get a quick tour of the place.

As I was working out this morning, one of the trainer managers was giving some guy a tour and explaining each piece of equipment, how to use it and what it's intended to do.  He came to one piece that is supposed to work on your hamstrings and firm up your gluteous maximums (your buttocks). 

He kind of went over it real quickly saying to the gentleman "This machine helps firm up your butt.  It's used mostly by women, but once and awhile you see a man on it." He then moved over to the next machine.  That one little moment made me feel more feminine.  I use the machine ever day!

On another note, today's little dilemma for me is a nice one.  Diane called and said she'd had enough with work this week and was leaving work by 4:30 PM come hell or high water.  She also told me to be wearing something sexy to greet her when she arrived. 

I just have to decide if I want to get totally spiffed up in a sexy looking dress, jewelry, etc. or cut right to the chase and greet her in sexy nightgown or lingerie only.  Since short nighties like babydolls are my favorite, I think I'm going to opt for the latter and hope for the best!

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Babydolls & Coffee

I love lounging around in the morning in either a silky bathrobe or better yet, in just my nightie while enjoying a cup or two of coffee.  When Diane is off to the office early, I sometimes just take it easy for a few hours before I start my wifely duties.  I just wish I could find a pair of babydolls exactly like these!

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Babydolls

I think there's a little exhibitionist in every crossdresser.  Wanting to be seen as pretty, feminine, etc., or just plain wanting to be seen!  Part of it might be the submissive aspect that often goes along with the crossdressing and the humiliation that turns many of us on.

Maybe that's why I, and many other cd's just love babydoll pajamas, especially those from the 1950's and 1960's.  Babydolls, with their short hems, lace, ruffles and pastel colors always seem to bring out the most feminine of looks and feelings.

Babydoll pajamas need not be elaborately feminine to be sexy either.  Sure, the lace and ruffles are nice, but something as simple as the photo shown here can even be sexier in my opinion.  Getting ready for bed (and hopefully some fun) would entail more than just slipping into my favorite babydoll.  I'd want to make sure I looked just right for my lover; combing my hair and maybe even adding some pretty earrings like the lovely lady shown here.  I'd want to look irresistible!

This photo was taken from Etsy, a site I wrote about a few days ago where you can find plenty of vintage lingerie!

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Bedtime in Babydolls

I can't remember the last time I went to bed in something other than a woman's nightgown.  Once, after a rather disturbing argument with my wife Diane, I copped an attitude and slipped into bed wearing just a T-shirt and shorts.  Diane quickly asked me what I thought I was doing and told me to get out of bed and put on her favorite babydoll ensemble - a very short, ruffly and pink set that hat white ruffles across the panty.

I hesitated, but did as I was told.  The attitude disappeared quickly and after laying in bed for a few minutes told her I was sorry. 

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