Diane must have left out the tampons and pads last night before she went to bed. They were on the vanity in the master bath when i got up this morning; a reminder that i was due to start my period today. i had it on my calendar but Diane enjoys doing little things like that just to make sure i don't forget.
i was getting ready to use the supplies She had put out when She told me to hold off until later this afternoon. "Periods don't always start first thing in the morning" She said with a laugh. i smiled at Her and put the things back on the vanity.
i'm also feeling femme today for a few other reasons. As my role as Diane's submissive wife and cuckold becomes more ingrained in our lives each day, and as i continue to see Jake, the tone and content of many of our conversations with each other have also changed. For instance, this morning while sipping on Her morning coffee and reading the Sunday newspaper Diane said "Isn't it funny how both our boyfriends are gone on vacation with their wives this week?" I agreed that it was quite the coincidence.
Maybe i shouldn't be, but i was struck by the nonchalance with which She said that to me. i thought about how possibly, even though i am still Her husband, She really doesn't look at me that way any more in the traditional sense. She seems to view me more as Her submissive girlfriend and even treats me that way sexually. Because of that, i'm finding myself needing more affirmation of Her love for me. i'm a little more insecure than i was and it's not because of my cuckolding but more because of how i think She sees me.
Late this morning we went to the gym together and after showering when we got home, Diane told me it was time for some fun. i love pleasing Her. i don't think i'm that different than many submissives who get tremendous emotional satisfaction from pleasing their Dominant Wives. Our own sexual gratification isn't that important to us. That's how it is with me and Diane. But today, She made sure i got satisfied as well.
Once again, i took Her strap-on rather aggressively. She enjoyed teasing and taunting me, telling me i'd better not cum until She gave me permission. i'm glad She didn't wait to long to give me permission. i came when She was deep inside of me. It was a powerful orgasm for me. But it wasn't the best part of the morning for me. There were two things that were more important to me.
The first was when i provided her pleasure. The other, and most important of all, was when She told me She loved me.