What makes everything complex is me and my emotions, fantasies, bisexual cravings and various fetishes. i love being submissive but have a difficult time dealing with the emotional roller coaster that sometimes comes with it, especially when it comes to cuckolding. Relinquishing all authority to my Wife also restricts my ability to fulfill my bi fantasies, and that's a big thing. Diane understands and hasn't ruled out allowing me to see a man that meets Her approval. But right now i'm not free to do that.
|i'd love to dress just to please a Dominant Man|
"I think you would love to become the housewife of a man and every part of your life organised and devoted to pleasing him with no thoughts to your own pleasure. Even what you wear is no longer your choosing. It will be selected in advance some smart, some humiliating some kinky and some down right degrading but all to gain pleasure to your man."
The more i read the note, the more i realize that it's 100% correct, so strong are my bisexual urges. However, i'd never want to leave Diane for such a life. That's the inner struggle someone like me, a submissive bisexual sissy, lives with most days. i want, but can't have, the best of both worlds.