My golf date with Jake went real well on Friday. i picked him up at his house in the afternoon and even though there was no one around, we didn't want to take the chance to fool around just in case his wife came home early. Well, we fooled around just a little bit! He wanted to see the panties i was wearing and when i lowered my shorts to show him, he didn't hesitate to have me turn around and model them for him. He also caressed my butt which immediately sent me swooning and got me aroused.
i wasn't the only one aroused! Jake took my hand and put it over his crotch. i loved the feeling and couldn't help myself. Instinctively, i was on my knees in his kitchen and feeling for his cock. He stopped me, but only briefly, so we could move over to the dining room where he could stand and see if anyone was coming up the driveway! His home is set about 40 or 50 yards from the road and the dining room window allowed him to see anyone driving up to the house.
i felt so submissive and feminine on my knees taking care of Jake's masculine needs. At the same time, i was fulfilling needs of my own. The need to serve. The need to feel like a man's "wife", "girlfriend" or "sissy." The need to please. And the need to feel a man in my mouth. i was totally aroused but didn't touch myself. i hoped Jake wouldn't make me play with myself like the last time and he didn't. Sometimes, the Dominant's pleasure is more than satisfying for a submissive.
The golf was fun. Of course, we shared the same cart and Jay would often sneak a nice feel on my smooth legs. i really loved that. We also got a chance to talk. At one point, he told me that he'd like to have me wear a bra, maybe just a sports bra, when we played golf. i was surprised at that comment but so happy. It made me feel like he was enjoying my femininity and would be willing to exploit it even more.
We also talked about future dates. We're going to meet some day this week, possibly at my place and i want to wear something special for him. We also talked about the possibility of going on a golfing weekend together! i'm not sure how much golf we would play but the thought of spending a weekend with him would be so awesome!
When we got back to his place his wife was there and Jake introduced me to her. Nancy seemed very nice and was both welcoming and hospitable. She asked if we wanted something to drink and some snacks so i stayed a little while and chatted. She asked if my wife played golf and i jokingly answered that the fact that she didn't was probably the secret to our successful marriage. She laughed about that and said that she also didn't play. The meeting went well and Jake seemed like he was relaxed about it. i thought he looked a little tense at first but by the time i left, he was fine.
In closing today's post, i do have to say that meeting Jake has been really great for me. However, it does bring up a small dilemma that i've been struggling with internally for several weeks. Ken, the man i had an affair with until he moved away, will be visiting in a couple of weeks. i told Jake about Ken, but not that i was planning to see him while he was here. i've thought it over and gone back and forth. As much as i wanted to see Ken and play with him, things have changed and i wouldn't feel right being intimate with him while doing the same with Jake.
i know it sounds silly, but when i met Jake, we were both looking for a regular friendship that wouldn't involve running around with others. i know i would be disappointed if Jake saw an old friend of his and had sex with him. i've decided that i'm probably going to have lunch with Ken or something like that but no sex. i hope he understands.